Name' sake

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# 1 - I had a 4some on my 50th birthday ? 

 All others, refer to number 1 

I wrapped my arms around a chance to dance, 

In the unforseen. 

Now I've gone and broken a sacred token,

And I feel the unclean.

Kings crown down, I hate the sound,

Of the jester poking at me.

Circumstance requires recompense, 

For what I failed to be.

The tourniquet turned a bit, 

And I seem to be losing my pulse.

Truth or dare turned a dead blank stare,

When "I swear" became false.

The B roll becomes the show

I didn't know

I would fall so far

Inadvertently 

Leaves blow

swept into the ashes

Of a play once casted

Upon the shores

Of uncertainty.

Bees killing butterflies 

In the muddy ruts

Of dare to tries

And the lights shine bright

On predictability 

The jagged edge

And those little pills

Help the welt

The dealt

Of couldn't be

How do you call your safety word when you're gagged??

My glasses

help me see

Passes and asses

And rose colored gases.

"Set um up keep!

I'll have another!

My mother didn't love me

Or whatever the hell's the matter"

I think I've stumbled

Maybe even fallen

Seams I've dreamed 

Of the road not callin

"Don't get me wrong, 

I'm not too strong 

To show I know

where I dont belong"

Peter piper picked a . . . .

Peck? ?

☝️

"Make that a double if you wouldn't mind"

*just freestyle poetry kids, nothing more

Yep, just turned 49 ?‍?

I had an amazing birthday with a dear friend 

(Thank you ???)

* photo courtesy of Elusive Vixen 

The mountain course

Can't stave the mounting force

Of passionate disbelief 

I needed to want

And begged to be free

. . . .