"I wish I was older"
"I wish I was younger"
"I wish . . ."
"I wish . . ."
"I wish . . . . . . .
Life IS -15 and 353 days.
Life IS - 99 and 12 days.
Most dont seem to realize how old I am, perhaps because of my antics and playful nature - im 18,
Yep, only 18 - in my head and heart anyway. I will leave this place 18 years old.
The hard slap in the face reality is I turned 60 this year. I know there are those here older than me, but in this time, my time - 60 is hitting hard. Suddenly regrets become much more prominent. I am extremely flattered that I can still attract 20 somethings, lol - but thats not reality, is it? Flash in the pan fantasy.
Something I have learned recently, and truly accepted as truth - "you cannot fully embrace life until you fully embrace death".
We are temporary
(You have your "after life" beliefs, and I have mine)
I feel those who witness the sunrise with me, and I feel those who no longer are.
I started this blog with the intention of it being a diary of sorts for my sons ?
No more "saving face", no more false fronts or maintaining a persona, at a certain age, you just stop giving a damn.
I love you, please always know that