Jack in the box

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2 years ago. April 12, 2022 at 5:17 AM

Im not sure what would be considered "over-sharing" on this site, but hey - I talk about what makes my dick hard 😏

So um . . . Yeah - he wasnt my dad

*edit

Which brings me to the subject of honesty.

Imagine a world where everyone was completely honest and everyone owned up to their transgressions.

I guess this post is a wake up call, idk. More and more people are finding out they've been lied to.

My parents are both flower food now, leaving me going "what the actual fuck!?"

But so many pieces are falling together - I could have never gotten his approval.

And fuck you mom!

This isnt just about the "guess the daddy" game - its about mis-informed and misplaced trust. Its about "question everything" - see the world around you with your eyes open!

Naya - I get it, it makes you question everything, but please lovely person that you are, remember you are still ‘YOU’. Still Jack in the Box, nothing will ever change that.

DNA in your make up hasn’t changed, just the donor.

I hope you make peace with it soon x

2 years ago

Jack in the box -
Thank you so much Ms Naya, very kind of you ☺⚘
I do not suffer the truth, it is a relief actually - I suffer the lie, the betrayal. They both knew and both took that secret to their graves. I remember when I was 8 years old asking my mother "why doesnt my dad like me?" Her response was "he does, he's just under alot of stress right now" (something to that effect).
It would be different if I was treated great, or at least worthy - but then found out he wasnt my dad - I was treated a bit less than worthy.
I must digress because im sure I could go on, lol
Thank you again 🤗⚘

2 years ago

Naya - My mother doesn’t really like me, she treats me totally differently than my sister and I’ve never been emotionally connected to her because of post natal depression. I have never been good enough, I doubt I ever will.

I can’t change the past. I can influence my future and decide if I want to carry it with me, or if I just want to be me and fuck them all!

Xx

2 years ago

Jack in the box -
Fuck um all! 😎
Do a dna test, maybe shes not your mother. 🤔
Thank you for sharing, im sorry you know the pain too.
I think there is a certain rawness to some people under such conditions that makes them more . . . . 🤔

2 years ago

Pirate Queen - These two stories make me so sad. As a mom who suffered post natal depression for 2 years I made every effort to show my baby girl how loved she was even if I couldn’t actually “be happy” and finally got on some medication that lifted that nightmare. I remember rocking her and singing to her through my tears… anyway, I say this to tell you that it is on the person to show love to all their kids regardless of circumstances and if they didn’t that’s their fault and NOT yours. You deserve love no matter what or who brought you into this world!

2 years ago

Jack in the box -
I agree Ms Blue, and thank you.
And thank you for sharing your own story. 💓⚘

2 years ago

Naya - I don’t doubt in her own way she loves me, it’s not really her fault. I was born in a Catholic maternity home in 1972. Even though my parents were honestly and Catholic style married my father was not allowed at my birth or even to visit for her 2 week confinement.

That was the trigger for her and PND wasn’t recognised back then.

Although she got better, our connection never really seemed to blossom. My sister came along six years later and it was like night and day the way she was so different with her.

I don’t blame her for being ill, I do think she could try harder after all these years.

2 years ago

Jack in the box -
Have you ever just laid it on the line with her how you feel?

2 years ago

Naya - Yes, she has even apologised. But her actions speak so much louder than words. I’m not going to ramble the whole sorry affair and hi’jack’ your blog…. D’ya see what I did there? Lol!!! 🤣

Suffice to say I live 6 miles from my parents home, my sister lives in Munich, Germany. My sister moved there in 2017. Since then my parents have spent more time in her house than they ever have in mine in the 11 years I’ve been here. They just don’t see it.

2 years ago

Jack in the box -
I see what you did there clever girl 😏
When all else fails - we always have our group moto - "fuck um all!" 😎

2 years ago

Naya - *fucks them all* (I am English so ‘Um’ is not a word in my glossary).

Oops, does fucking them all get me in a whole hellfire of trouble? *hopes*

2 years ago

Jack in the box -
Ironically, just found out I am english too , lol 😂

2 years ago

Naya - Whoop whoop! Welcome to the family haha x

2 years ago

Jack in the box -
Sing it "we will - we will - rock you!"
😎🤘

2 years ago

Naya - Yeah baby!!! 🤘

2 years ago

Jack in the box -
To you all that sympathized,empathized, synthesized, and homogenized - thank you, truly.
This world is a wonderous, fucked up place - some are born with a silver spoon and some starve to death.
There is a yin/yang to everything.
What you do with the cards you were dealt is what matters.
I do apologize if I have triggered any ill feelings, it certainly was not my intent.

2 years ago

Naya - None here, I agree wholeheartedly with you.

❤️

2 years ago

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