forgive me, this has no rough draft.
i didnt think about what to say, i simply came here to write today.
but he called me his pet-- no, his pretty pet.
and he told me i had no power. that he's taking it all and asked me did i accept that.
i did. and i do. for so long ive wanted 'someone' to take my control.
ive been seeing him for 3 months now and today, in the 4th month, i gave all of my power to my Master.
and i dont believe this is too fast. in fact, i want it to be faster. because he didnt become a Master until today.
hes sweet to me.
he cares for me.
he is gentle to my sadness.
but he spanks me until my ass is hot.
he motivates me.
goes out of his way to find me on the days im hiding. and somedays that means literally making a trip to come see me.
he teaches me,
and corrects the toxic behavior ive been taught was 'normal'
he's stern. firm.
but soft, his voice shakes me into submission.
I L*VE HIM
where is this coming from? today, he came to see me and we talked. really, we had a whispered conversation. and it felt to right to sit on my knees in front of him, while he sat on my bed. while he whispered in my ear and choked me. never enough for me to pass out, but enough to get me wet. while he stroked my face and made me look at him. while he told me to shut up and listen
that was is MY place, MY spot, where I was meant to be.
i never want to let go of my place.
his slut. his pet. his woman, his slave
i am all of the above
i stopped looking for a master
and my Master manifested right in front of me.
i am so thankful for this man
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i am his Doe 🦌
