How dare you Sir. (please forgive me)
I dont appreciate you shifting my world around. I was happy and I was set in a routine already. I have everything I want, but now not anymore?
And where are you anyway, Sir, dont make me wait. *iiiiiiiii* dont like feeling like this, this is not the control I wanted to give up. I said you could take my body, I said Id give you command over me but I didnt know that meant youd have my emotions under wraps..
I DONT miss you...Sir. I just crave you and your attention.
And Im NOT jealous...Sir. but you said I could have your time.. and I wanted it..
*IIIIIIII* DO NOT NOT HAVE AN ATTITUDE SIR BUT YOU SAID WHAT YOU SAID AND THAT HURTS MY FEELINGS .
This isnt fair. I feel like a school girl waiting for her crush to come around, youre a damn theif, SIR. give me my thoughts back.
I just wanted a new form of disicipline.. a new hand to guide me. Sir, I dont know what I signed up for..... I like you. Like, like you like you. and i feel dumb about it.
You tell me its my subs nature to crave her dominate but im getting physically angry. Im addicted to you. (too quickly might i add)
the way you speak to me, & the feelings you wake up. Im scared.... scared of my emotions, and scared of what youll do to me.. im scared of what i want you to do to me..
im scared of who you might make me.
but mostly Im scared i might like it.
Whatever.
i dont even know who i am anymore.
--- joh.n doe .