I am done looking.
This phoenix is dying.
I'm burning and melting, my flesh drips off me yet turn to dust before its met the ground.
I'm hurting but I'm not sad. The physical pain is only temporary, yet I can't breathe through it. The air is dry, my throat is burning, the transformation feels endless
But another piece falls. And then another.
I can see my bones thru the flames and even without muscle, they still move.
But I'm cracking. My bones are almost burned through, they pop and crackle.
There's no place to go, the fire is within me. I can't run, I can't leave. I'm free but I'm stuck.
I'm growing motionless.
And now.. Now I can't move but I'm still buring.
I see the flames, i smell the heat.
But.
I don't feel anything
No pain, no heat, I can't even feel myself.
And now I'm falling?
No, I've finally collapsed. I've falling into the only person that can catch me.
There's one person that can take me where I need to go, There's one person that can guilde me and mold me better.
There is only one.
There is.. and there will always be one.
Me.
It's me and And i am She.
I've gotten myself this far, Ive seen the dynamic i want and I've gone as far as teaching men how to dominate myself.
I've done the work on both sides and I'm tired of this repetitive cycle.
the pieces of me I've given away are dead already.
& with this realization, I am born again.
