Dear John

As I've been taking some time for my Awakening, (and not as much as I want to) I realize, trying to find 'myself' is an almost impossible job. 

And it's not because I have no "self" I should say, but this isnt the time to FIND my self.

I should actually be molding myself into what I know I am. 

I havent gone anywhere, I am here.

And I am not lost.

I am simply unfinished.