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5 years ago. October 15, 2017 at 12:05 AM

all my life I have been running away from people telling me what to do.

to be free and do what ever I want and say fuck everyone else.

At the same time I’m looking to be told what to do.

what is this ? Is this the meaning of submission ? Is it because I want the freedom but I want to freely give it to some one I deem worthy ?


or is it “what goes around comes around” like the things I didn’t like as a kid and love as an adult ?

Why am I looking to obey ? Why does it make me content?

or is it because when I was living with my parents they were the ones disciplining me and now that I’m on my own I realize that I need it ?


is it because I know I have the tools but I can’t focus on my own and need the discipline to achieve what I know I can be and do ?

These are the things circling my head.

Why do you obey?


TakenLower - It’s about giving over your judgment to another and letting go of the things that hold you back to give your Dominant what they desire. In time you aren’t actually obeying because you do not have to. You simply are as you are expected to be.
5 years ago
TheEdge​(other male) - I fucking love your comment.
Makes slot of sense. Thank you.
5 years ago
TakenLower - Aw ? well it’s much easier said than done. I am not at that point yet. My ass still gets in trouble but I can at least see the goal.
5 years ago
TheEdge​(other male) - Alittle trouble not that bad? You knowing the goal is the foundation which will take you on that direction.
5 years ago
T slave​(sub female){Owned} - I obey because it pleases him!
5 years ago
Bunnie - I can really relate to this. Thank you ?
5 years ago
alawey​(sub female){(OWNED BY } - I surrend to the one I want . for the strength that I need is within him .
5 years ago

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