As a guy we are told there are many things wrong about that title . I call bullshit.
there is this guy at my job who lives outside of the building in his van.he comes in he gets his food and tea and talks to people and then goes on the street maybe outside of an other building and hangs there. At first I was unsure and thought he was going to be like other homeless dudes asking people for money outside the store.
tine went by and I got to know him and we can just talk with weird silences and awkward pauses.
Tonight my last night on longisland I’m sitting in the car outside my job and I parked next to his van. I didn’t see him but he came outside the store and got into his van and didn’t see me .
when he started the van and started backing up I tuned my head and waited until he looked my way and I waved at him acknowledging him. Then the biggest smile appeard on his face and he waved back at me almost coming to a full stop and his hand just ligeredcwavibg at me for a long 3 seconds. Then he slowly backed up and honked his horn as he was leaving.
His genuine happy face imprinted in my brain. As I smiled and uncontrollably mumbled “I love him”.
It meant the world to me that seeing him smile for a whooping 3 second.
Time stoped and everything was joy. I wasn’t thinking about anything at that moment I was just being and I was just in a pure state.
Who says you can’t love a man with out being gay?
