I’m in a mood and frankly resenting myself for committing to do this.... so today, a day when I’m having trouble finding my happy... today I’m grateful for commitments. The responsibility of follow through. I trust very few people. My life has been riddled with people (mostly family) who do not follow through on what they say or promise. To understand this and still love me is when I know people are in it for life. I require reassurance that you love me, that you are going to show up and you want let me down. I know it can be exhausting, I’m working on it.
I am the girl who will follow through on my commitments. You can count on me. If I make a mistake and miss it or mess up a commitment I torture myself and apologize profusely. I don’t want to be the person.that cannot be counted on. I rarely say no amc I constantly overbook myself, but commitment is important to me. Thusly, I’m doing this when I’d rather be sleeping.
Someone who follows through on commitments and doesn’t run when things get tough. This is who I strive to be....