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1 week ago. Fri 10 Aug 2018 08:22:56 PM IDT

I have a thing for temperature play mainly ice. For as long as I can remember I love eating ice could be probably because I’m anemic. It’s a bad habit my dentist tells me I need to stop doing it can be bad for my teeth. 

 
πŸ‘ΈπŸΎ Go get a cup of ice

🐱 Yes My Queen 

Lay down, face up, and heads above you head

Hooking his wrist restraints to a medal latch that’s attach to his bed {quite the handyman with his set-up, won’t even notices the latches if you’re not looking} 

His nipple are clamped and I tug on them for awhile before snatching them off.

🐱: FUCK

 
He laying on the bed hands restrained to the bed, eyes looked on me... i sit next to him on the bed and reach over to grab a piece of ice from the bowl and caressed his nipples with the ice. I gentle kiss his nipples and I can feel the chill from the ice. Kitty seem to be enjoying him self seeing his cock on full erection is a site I love. I place a piece of ice and my mouth and trail it along his chest until the ice melt and repeating.

Belly butt, hips, thighs, teasing him getting closer and closer to the sweet spot. 

Seeing I’ve had a few drinks oral is definitely on the table {giving oral is almost always off the table, I get no sexual gratification from giving oral and other reason I’ll probably explain in another blog} but I was feeling extra lol. 

 
I as the ice melted creating water I stuck me hand and the bowl for about 5-10 seconds getting it nice and cold. Once it got to much I took it out and land a nice slap mid chest. FUCK his hiss. Repeating again the next slapped was inner thigh and from the face and sound he made I know that was the sweet spot 😈. One slap, two slap, starting to see rosey red. 

 
The can see the ice is starting to melt and I have a few pieces left. I put my hand in the ice to get it cold again then proceeded to stroke his cock and oh the sounds of his enjoyment are like music to my ears. I have a few pieces of ice left. I put about two ice cubes into my mouth and place hard awaited cock into month. The combination of cold and warm as I took him into my mouth. I continue with my sweet tournament of edging him on oh the delight unto there was no more ice left πŸ˜” 

 
A later conversation with 🐱 about our session

 

 


I like using ice to enhance my play, so was wondering what are some other ways to incorporate ice into my play session? 

 


Whether pleasure/punishment/torture!!!

1 week ago. Fri 10 Aug 2018 03:07:29 AM IDT

2 weeks ago. Mon 30 Jul 2018 06:00:37 PM IDT

2 weeks ago. Mon 30 Jul 2018 12:34:54 AM IDT

I have listened to this song by P!nk so many times before seeing the album Beautiful Trauma came out late last year {October 2017}. A few days ago P!nk released the Official Video for Secrets and for some reason the song struck a new cord with me.

 
Everybody has secrets sometimes they make us who we are. 


I have always been one to keep secrets, whether my own or those of others. I’m the person most people confide in because I’m so good at keeping people’s secrets lol. I’ve been building walls my whole life hiding parts of myself that I knew would never be accepted in my world. Accepting and embracing this part of me {BDSM} has been nothing short of amazing but it’s still a secret I must keep. I’ve ask myself who do I tell? How would they react? Would they understand? Afraid of the answers I tell no one. How could being so free still feel like I’m trapped. 

 

 

 

What do we conceal?

What do we reveal?

Make that decision every day

What is wrong with me

It's what's wrong with you

There's just so much I wanna say

 
I like to make-believe with you

Da, da, da, da, do, do, do

That we always speak the truth ish

I like how we pretend the same

Da, da, da, da, do, do, do

Play this silly little game

Hey!

 
I've got some things to say

'Cause there's a lot that you don't know

It's written on my face

It's gonna be hard to swallow

(Everybody's got a secret)

I got some things to say

(Everybody's got a secret)

'Cause there's a lot that you don't know

(Everybody's got a secret)

It's written on my face

(Everybody's got a secret)

 
I let the walls come down

I let the monster out

And it's coming after me (after me)

Do you feel exposed

Where it hurts the most?

Can you wear it on your sleeve?

 
I like to make-believe with you

Da, da, da, da, do, do, do

That we always speak the truth ish

I like how we pretend the same

Da, da, da, da, do, do, do

Play this silly little game

Hey!

 
I've got some things to say

'Cause there's a lot that you don't know

It's written on my face

It's gonna be hard to swallow

(Everybody's got a secret)

I got some things to say

(Everybody's got a secret)

'Cause there's a lot that you don't know

(Everybody's got a secret)

It's written on my face

(Everybody's got a secret)

 
Put it in the closet

Lock the doors

I'm wondering which one is worse

Is it mine or is it yours

Put it in the closet

Lock the doors

Wondering which one is worse

I'll show mine if you show yours

I'll show mine if you show yours

Ah, he-he-hey!

 
(Everybody's got a secret)

I got some things to say

(Everybody's got a secret)

'Cause there's a lot that you don't know

(Everybody's got a secret)

It's written on my face

(Everybody's got a secret)

It's gonna be hard to swallow

 
Da, da, da, da, do, do, do

Da, da, da, da, do, do, do

Da, da, da, da, do, do, do

(Everybody's got a secret)

Da, da, da, da, do, do, do

Da, da, da, da, do, do, do

Da, da, da, da, do, do, do

(Everybody's got a secret)

3 weeks ago. Fri 27 Jul 2018 05:17:14 PM IDT

 

 

3 weeks ago. Thu 26 Jul 2018 05:16:55 PM IDT

It’s about 12:00p.m. And it’s about time to get ready for my play session with kitty. What should I wear πŸ€” {that’s the million dollar question}. It’s the middle of the afternoon so I can’t walk out the house in what I want {well I can but I’m not lol} now I have two outfit to figure out πŸ™„. 

 
1st outfit simple sundress {maroon spaghetti scrap dress stops about mid-thigh}

Packed my

2nd outfit: black garter bra and fishnet set with my favorite 6inch black heels.


Before walking out the door send a text saying “on my way”.

Traffic sucked so it takes me longer then usually to get there. So I send a text 


πŸ‘ΈπŸΎ: Traffic crazy still about 15 minuets out

🐱: Would you like if I have my wrist shackles on when you arrive? 

πŸ‘ΈπŸΎ: Just sit tight 

🐱: Understood

πŸ‘ΈπŸΎ: I want you on your knees collar laid in front waiting when I walk in.

🐱: Yes ma’am... Let me know when you park.

πŸ‘ΈπŸΎ: No what’s the fun in that. Just be ready.

🐱: Understand 

*** Don’t think I had him waiting that long lol

 
The site when I walking through the door was one stop from amazing. Him kneeling, head down waiting for me to collar him. I stop for a quick second to admire the view. I walk over slowly taking in the moment. Standing in front of him I pull his hair giving me access to his lips. I lean over and gave him a long passionate kiss. He hissed as I bit his bottom lip. Eyes looked on each other I order for the collar and I proceeded with my collar ritual. Once done I instructed him to stand. 

 
It was at this moment I realize I was still in outfit number 1 πŸ˜‚ because he towers over me if I’m not in heels {he’s 6’1 and I’m 5’4} I grabbed his head and planted another kiss. I order him to make drinks well I get dress.

 
🐱: The usually My Queen

πŸ‘ΈπŸΎ: Think it’s a little to early for Patron besides I still have to drive home after this. I’ll take a Amaretto Sour. {as I’m waking away to get dress} 

🐱: Coming right up. 

 
I stand in the entry of the kitchen and my black bralette, garter belt w fishnet stockings and my 6inch heels. He looks up to hand me my drinks and stop died in his tracks and mumbles “Damn” under his breath but just loud enough so I can hear it.

I walking over and being to take off his shirt tracing my nails into his skin as I pull it over his head. I dig my nails deeper into his skin over his shoulders, down his chest, up his back I can see the lines my nails are making on his skin. Enjoy the bliss I’m in, feeling him twitch from my touch and hiss from the slight pain of my nails digging in his skin. Well that didn’t take long I’m instantly wet. I whisper in his ear “I made a mess I need you to clean”

And before I could say kneel he was on his knees ready to serve.  I placed my left leg over his shoulders and said “this mess is not going to clean itself”. I push his face into my pussy and he went to work. In no time I was cumming all over his tongue. 

 
We sat and talk over drinks for a few minuets. 

After drinks I headed to my dungeon where I know he has set it up just the way I like it. He follow behind on all four. I open the door to the room... Enigma is playing and I light up like a kid and a candy store. He has a few things laid out and ready for me to pick {wrist/feet shackles, paddle, flogger, riding crop, dildos, butt plug, nipple clamps, blindfold, a bowl of ice (must have) and my favorite the electronic shocker don’t plan on using it today but I’m happy that he actually put it out especially because I know how much he hates that thing lol}. I tease “I see you put out your favorite toy” lol. I run my fingers over some stuff before grabbing the wrist shackles. “Hands”. I shackle both wrists and order him to stand and put the nipple clamps on... he hiss and moan as I pinch his nipples to apply the champs. His little nipples don’t make the process any easier but I manage to get them on. I instructed him to sit back against the wall and hands above his head. I attach his wrist shackles to this latch hook thingy {not sure what to call it 🀷🏾‍♀️} but it keeps his hands above his head lol. I turn around spread my ass cheeks and planted my nice fat ass in his face Smothering him. I’ve gotten pretty good at timing it knowing how long I can sit on his face before letting him come up for air. “Tongue fuck my asshole” {he has a little (lot) bit of an obsession with my asshole}.

 
After about 10-15 minuets of my smothering him I unhooked hands and I tugged on the clamps chain a little before snatching them off in one swoop. “FUCKKK” was all he get out. I took an ice cube from the bowl and ran it across his now sensitive nipples. 


I usually have my session planned so I know exactly what I’m going to do within the timeframe giving especially that day because he had a dinner to get to later that night! 

 
My kitty can be a bit of a smart ass and that mouth of his keeps him in trouble... so I had every intention on putting nipples clamps on his tongue for 5-10 minuets give or take how I was feeling. But instead I started slapping him. 1,2,3,4,5 times picking up intensity last one 6 “you’ve have enough” and like the smart ass he is he replies “is that all you got”. If I’m being honest I actually froze for a slip second {you tried it} and I looked at him and without saying a word. I smack the shit out of him over and over and over not sure how long I was at it before I was instantly stop in my tracks out of no where my knee got weak I could barely stand up. “Holy hell fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck” my body went in to full climax mode. I had to lay on the bed to keep from falling on the floor. I was on a high that I had never felt before. I was having a full on orgasm and he never even touching me. How is that possible? I have never experienced anything like that before.  Even thinking about it now still unbelievable. 

Took me a minute to calm down I could hear him say breathe just breathe from where I left him kneeling on the floor {Think he was enjoying the show}. 

 
“Come fuck me” without hesitation he got up slide his cock inside me. He started to thrust, picking up speed and I hissed “is that the best you got” chuckling. I turned over so he could see my ass he started rubbing my ass and i knew exactly what he wanted but he dare not try it at least not without permission. I turn around  to look him in the eyes and said “that’s the best you got and you can smack my ass” lol I smile at him and he did as he was told. “Again” “Again” and on that third smack It was a wrap. It sent us both over the edge and he filled me up with juices. I fall on the bed and he came down next to me. 

 
Got up took a shower, head home and took a nap 😴. When I woke up it was about 11pm I literally rolled over pick up my phone and sent a text.

 
πŸ‘ΈπŸΎ: How was dinner?

🐱: Face pretty RED!!!

🐱: Everyone asking me what happened, I didn’t notice. 

πŸ‘ΈπŸΎ: Oh shit {remembering the rule}, how bad is it?

🐱: Pretty damn red, there’s a spot by my ear that may bruise. I’ll tell you in the morning LOL

πŸ‘ΈπŸΎ:Yes but ugh think we both got caught up in the moment. But I’m definitely not sorry 😘 

🐱: Evil Queen

πŸ‘ΈπŸΎ: Nite nite 😘

🐱:😘 

 

I have to admit I was in a bite of a panic. I remember that’s a rule no bruise to face. No exceptions. Damn I just hope it don’t bruise πŸ™πŸΎ 

1 month ago. Wed 11 Jul 2018 02:26:23 AM IDT

1 month ago. Tue 10 Jul 2018 04:32:37 AM IDT

My first blog post hopefully not the last lol 

 

So I came across a video of sounding something I’ve been really into lately, very intriguing.  I sent it to my slave hoping for an agreement but just based off his other hard limits I knew it would be a long shot... but hey I have to take my shot anyways πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ of course it was a no but the conversation after was the best lol