My thoughts

Just a brief glimpse into my world
1 week ago. Mon 08 Oct 2018 04:00:59 PM IDT

6 months ago when I started this journey I was very new to it. I had never engaged in anything close but I knew what I like and wanted to try just from lots and lots of research. I met my sub who have years of experience into BDMS as a Dom and agree to submit to me {funny how that happened}. He has limits πŸ™„ J/k I respects his limits but granted almost everything on his list of Hard Limits are things I want to try geesh. There is one in particular that I just can’t let go PEGGING. Hmmmm I put this evil little mind to work trying to figure out what I could do to change his mind 🀣 don’t hurt to try and 4 months to achieve 😈

 

Communications- is key just trying to see what was it that made him not want to do it. If I figure that part out I can see how I could maybe change his mind. I had a feeling what is was but needed to be 100% sure before pushing the issues again.

 

 

Seduction- that was the easy but hardest part if that make sense. I would send a least 1 sometimes more of a picture, gif, or video of some form of PEGGING but I try to keep it on the romantic side. This help to desensitize him to the idea.

 

Trust- building that is important and if nothing else he needs to trust me and I him 

 

Penetration- it was so unexpected but definitely music to my ears. I won’t ever forget the session. He turns around looks me in my eyes and whispered in my ear “My Queen ready to take what’s yours” I instantly knew what he was asking and did just that 😍 my hard work has paid off and I didn’t even have to ask {only took 4 months πŸ™ŒπŸΎπŸ‘πŸΎπŸ‘πŸΎπŸ‘πŸΎ}  patience lol

 

Lust - OMG and to think I thought the day would never cum lol the feeling that came over me in that moment was like nothing I’ve felt before. The things that sends me into this uncontrollable state still surprises me I can now add Pegging to that list lol

 

 

Release- he didn’t quite get a release that night 😱 but not my fault 🀷🏾‍♀️ okay maybe a little {lot} my fault lol but hey 😈

 

Intimacy- that next best part of the night 

 

 

He still doesn’t enjoy it as much as I do but that fact that he has come this far just to please me because he knows I love it!!! I couldn’t asked for a better sub. Now if only Sounding was that easy lol

 

Pictures  courtesy of 

http://pegmepegmecom.tumblr.com

 

1 week ago. Wed 03 Oct 2018 02:35:31 AM IDT

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2 months ago. Fri 10 Aug 2018 08:22:56 PM IDT

I have a thing for temperature play mainly ice. For as long as I can remember I love eating ice could be probably because I’m anemic. It’s a bad habit my dentist tells me I need to stop doing it can be bad for my teeth. 

 
πŸ‘ΈπŸΎ Go get a cup of ice

🐱 Yes My Queen 

Lay down, face up, and heads above you head

Hooking his wrist restraints to a medal latch that’s attach to his bed {quite the handyman with his set-up, won’t even notices the latches if you’re not looking} 

His nipple are clamped and I tug on them for awhile before snatching them off.

🐱: FUCK

 
He laying on the bed hands restrained to the bed, eyes looked on me... i sit next to him on the bed and reach over to grab a piece of ice from the bowl and caressed his nipples with the ice. I gentle kiss his nipples and I can feel the chill from the ice. Kitty seem to be enjoying him self seeing his cock on full erection is a site I love. I place a piece of ice and my mouth and trail it along his chest until the ice melt and repeating.

Belly butt, hips, thighs, teasing him getting closer and closer to the sweet spot. 

Seeing I’ve had a few drinks oral is definitely on the table {giving oral is almost always off the table, I get no sexual gratification from giving oral and other reason I’ll probably explain in another blog} but I was feeling extra lol. 

 
I as the ice melted creating water I stuck me hand and the bowl for about 5-10 seconds getting it nice and cold. Once it got to much I took it out and land a nice slap mid chest. FUCK his hiss. Repeating again the next slapped was inner thigh and from the face and sound he made I know that was the sweet spot 😈. One slap, two slap, starting to see rosey red. 

 
The can see the ice is starting to melt and I have a few pieces left. I put my hand in the ice to get it cold again then proceeded to stroke his cock and oh the sounds of his enjoyment are like music to my ears. I have a few pieces of ice left. I put about two ice cubes into my mouth and place hard awaited cock into month. The combination of cold and warm as I took him into my mouth. I continue with my sweet tournament of edging him on oh the delight unto there was no more ice left πŸ˜” 

 
A later conversation with 🐱 about our session

 

 


I like using ice to enhance my play, so was wondering what are some other ways to incorporate ice into my play session? 

 


Whether pleasure/punishment/torture!!!

2 months ago. Fri 10 Aug 2018 03:07:29 AM IDT

2 months ago. Mon 30 Jul 2018 06:00:37 PM IDT

2 months ago. Mon 30 Jul 2018 12:34:54 AM IDT

I have listened to this song by P!nk so many times before seeing the album Beautiful Trauma came out late last year {October 2017}. A few days ago P!nk released the Official Video for Secrets and for some reason the song struck a new cord with me.

 
Everybody has secrets sometimes they make us who we are. 


I have always been one to keep secrets, whether my own or those of others. I’m the person most people confide in because I’m so good at keeping people’s secrets lol. I’ve been building walls my whole life hiding parts of myself that I knew would never be accepted in my world. Accepting and embracing this part of me {BDSM} has been nothing short of amazing but it’s still a secret I must keep. I’ve ask myself who do I tell? How would they react? Would they understand? Afraid of the answers I tell no one. How could being so free still feel like I’m trapped. 

 

 

 

What do we conceal?

What do we reveal?

Make that decision every day

What is wrong with me

It's what's wrong with you

There's just so much I wanna say

 
I like to make-believe with you

Da, da, da, da, do, do, do

That we always speak the truth ish

I like how we pretend the same

Da, da, da, da, do, do, do

Play this silly little game

Hey!

 
I've got some things to say

'Cause there's a lot that you don't know

It's written on my face

It's gonna be hard to swallow

(Everybody's got a secret)

I got some things to say

(Everybody's got a secret)

'Cause there's a lot that you don't know

(Everybody's got a secret)

It's written on my face

(Everybody's got a secret)

 
I let the walls come down

I let the monster out

And it's coming after me (after me)

Do you feel exposed

Where it hurts the most?

Can you wear it on your sleeve?

 
I like to make-believe with you

Da, da, da, da, do, do, do

That we always speak the truth ish

I like how we pretend the same

Da, da, da, da, do, do, do

Play this silly little game

Hey!

 
I've got some things to say

'Cause there's a lot that you don't know

It's written on my face

It's gonna be hard to swallow

(Everybody's got a secret)

I got some things to say

(Everybody's got a secret)

'Cause there's a lot that you don't know

(Everybody's got a secret)

It's written on my face

(Everybody's got a secret)

 
Put it in the closet

Lock the doors

I'm wondering which one is worse

Is it mine or is it yours

Put it in the closet

Lock the doors

Wondering which one is worse

I'll show mine if you show yours

I'll show mine if you show yours

Ah, he-he-hey!

 
(Everybody's got a secret)

I got some things to say

(Everybody's got a secret)

'Cause there's a lot that you don't know

(Everybody's got a secret)

It's written on my face

(Everybody's got a secret)

It's gonna be hard to swallow

 
Da, da, da, da, do, do, do

Da, da, da, da, do, do, do

Da, da, da, da, do, do, do

(Everybody's got a secret)

Da, da, da, da, do, do, do

Da, da, da, da, do, do, do

Da, da, da, da, do, do, do

(Everybody's got a secret)

2 months ago. Fri 27 Jul 2018 05:17:14 PM IDT