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A glimps in to my journey in to slavery
5 years ago. June 30, 2018 at 6:33 PM

This is a long one, I wasn’t sure how much time I would have and wrote it pretty quickly. It’s still early so I’m sure there will be more for today. 

 


I went to bed shortly after 10, curled up next to him and pushed my body against his. He stirred slightly. I laid there and wondered how he could possibly sleep. I tried my best not to think to hard, knowing that it would only keep me awake, but it was nearly impossible for my mind not to think of all of the different ways the morning would go. It took me maybe 45 minutes for me to finally drift of to sleep.
A horrible sound jerked me awake, it sounded like the air raid sirens from old movies. I sat up and looked for the noise, it was coming from his phone. 12’ 0 clock, who the hell would be calling this late I thought. He picked his phone up, silenced the horrible noise and turned on his lamp.
He stood and looked down at me, I looked up at him expecting him to tell me who was calling.
“Get up”
I looked at him and asked who it was what’s wrong.
“Get up now and remove your clothes”.
I’m still looking at him in shock, still not able to process what’s going on.
“ get up now and remove your clothes you don’t want me to repeat it again”
I slowly get up from the bed and it dawns on me that it is now Saturday. I stand at my side of the bed, heart still racing after being jerked from my sleep. I pull my tank top over my head and then pull my panties down and step out of them.
“Come here” he points at his feet.
I begin walking towards him, taking 4-5 steps.
“Stop, go back and try again”
I stop, go back to where I was standing then remember the rules. I drop down to my knees and crawl to his feet ( crawling is much more awkward than I had thought and I will definitely need to practice so it’s a bit more gracefully).
I sat at his feet looking up at him. He bent over, put his hand in the back of my head and pushed, forcing me to look at the floor (I was taken by surprise and not even thinking of the rules).
I wait at his feet with my head down and he reaches in to his nightstand. He pulls out a thick leather black collar, i was really hoping for something somewhat more cute.
“Kneel”.
I rise up to my knees, still looking at the floor.
“Did you even look at the positions I gave you”
He pushed me back so I was sitting on my heels, then wrapped the collar around my neck and fastened it.
(Not really sure how to describe that moment, i know the collar is a huge symbol of being owned and for some childish reason I had thought that I would instantly feel something come over me when it was put on.)
“Wait”
He left the room and I could hear him going in to the spare room down the hall, a few moments later he returns. He is behind me now so I can’t see what he is doing. After a bit he calls out to me to come. I crawl towards him.
“Get in bed”.
I look up a bit and and at the foot of our bed is what looks like a large dog bed, it’s square, maybe 4 feet long and six inches thick.
I crawl in to the bed, staying on all fours.
“Lay down go to sleep, your going to need your rest”
I lay down and he bends over and attaches one of those wrist blood pressure cuffs to my ankle.
“You will be waiting in the bathroom for me when I wake up every morning”.
I stay silent curled up on the floor. He walks back to the bed climbs in, and turns out the light.
I lay there at the foot of my bed naked without a blanket or a pillow. I was a bit worried about being sure to be awake before him but then figured I probably wouldn’t sleep anyway. I laid there for the a bit, trying to adjust the collar on my neck then could hear his heavy breathing and knew he was asleep. I laid there and seriously though about quietly making my way over to a chair in the corner of our room and taking a throw that I keep draped over it off so I could cover up. It wasn’t so much that I was cold, although I was a bit cool, but it was more that I felt a bit vulnerable not being covered which I’m sure was heightened by the fact that I was now completely naked.
I tossed and turned for what seems like forever then finally fell back to sleep. I must have woke a dozen times throughout the night. At 5:00 the device that I thought was a blood pressure cuff begins vibrating on my ankle. It’s some sort of alarm clock that must be made for deaf people. I fumble around with it and manage to get it to stop. I crawl in to our bathroom and get in to the kneeling position again with my eyes at the floor. I waited there for over an hour and my knees were beginning to kill me before I finally heard him waking up. I readjusted and waited for him. He came walking in, grabbed me by my collar and pulled me closer to the toilet. Oh god no, was all I could think.
“Take my cock out”
I pulled his cock out through the hole of his boxers.
“Aim it”. He pointed at the toilet.
Thank god, I thought.
I aimed the tip towards the water and he began peeing.
I’ve watched him pee a million times but obviously never being so close.
His stream died out and he told me to shake it, which I did. He stepped away with his cock still out leaving me there at the toilet and went to the sink. He turned on the water
“Come”
I crawled over to him and he grabbed my collar and positioned me between him and the cabinet.
“Suck it, keep your hands behind your back”
I took his mostly limp cock in to my mouth and began moving my head back and forth.
He started brushing his teeth. I kept working his cock as he finished with his teeth and began putting shaving cream on his face. He shaved as I continued. He made no motions or noises at all, it was like I wasn’t even down there with his cock in my mouth. I tried working him a bit harder to see if I could get a reaction, but failed. He finished shaving, cleaned everything up and washed his face. He finally took a little step back and I shuffled forward, keeping his cock within reach.
“Deeper”
I began pushing my head forward more letting him hit my throat but not to deep that I would gag. After maybe 10 more minutes of this and my jaw aching I could tell he was close by his breathing. He shot in to my mouth and told me not to spill any. Easy, I’ve done this a million times before. I pulled back letting his cock out of my mouth.
“Did I tell you that you could take my cock out, put it back”
I quickly took him back in to my mouth.
“Look up at me”
I looked up at him for the first time since he went to bed the night before, his now mostly limp cock in my mouth.
“This will be your morning routine without fail do you understand”
I shake my head yes
“Crawl in to the kitchen, then you can stand and make breakfast”
I let his cock slide out of my mouth again and crawl off to make breakfast. I come to the stairs with him walking behind me, my faces flushed red a bit as i awkwardly crawled down them.
I make our breakfast, scrambled eggs, toast, and him some sausage. As I finish up he comes in with two dog bowls and sits them on the counter. I mistakenly look him in the face, then quickly down at his feet.
“Let’s see, you didn’t stand and strip when told, you took my cock out of your mouth without permission, and you’ve looked me in the eyes twice”
He poured some coffee in to one of the bowls and some eggs and toast in the other, took the bowls and sat them next to the table. He made his plate and sat down. I dropped back to my knees and crawled to his feet.
“Eat”
I put my head down looking in to the bowl trying to figure out the best way to do this. Figuring there is no easy way I began to attempt to gently pick the food up with my teeth, this worked pretty easily until I got to the smaller egg pieces and the toast. I picked the toast up in my mouth and tried to bite it and work off a piece, this didn’t work and I ended up having to press it against the bowl to rip away bites, the bits of egg I pretty much had to lick in to my mouth. I could feel him watching me the whole time and heard him chuckle a few times as I struggled with the toast. ( I will definitely be putting a lot of thought in to my meal prep for now on). Time for coffee, this was actually pretty easy, just stick my lips in and suck although it did not come without some embarrassing slurping noises.
After breakfast I was allowed to stand again to clean then was ordered back upstairs and in to the bathroom. He told me to crawl in to the tub and put my ass in the air. He left the room and came back with a box. He turned the faucet on and I began to get an idea of what was about to happen. He told me to spread my ass cheeks and began pushing something into me. The next thing I felt was my insides filling with warm liquid. He pushed the liquid in to me and I could feel myself expanding. My whole body began to heat from embarrassment and the pressure inside me. He finished filling me and told me to stay like that for ten minutes still spreading myself. The first few minutes were not that bad but as time went on I began to cramp, the cramps grew stronger and stronger and I didn’t think I would be able to wait. I started shifting and moaning and he told me to get out of the tub and sit on the toilet. I didnt even care at that point that he was in the room, I just pushed the fluid out. Once I was done he made me bend over the tub and filled me with water again. He did this three times until he was certain I was clean.
He let me clean myself up before I got back on to my knees and he led me to the spare room. He told me to keep my eyes on the floor as he pushed the door open. He led me over to the bed which I could tell was not the same as the one we had in there. He grabbed my collar and pulled me up, bending me over the bed. I could now see a bit of the room. The bed frame was different, it now resembled a four poster bed with a canopy but was all steel , the bedding was replaced with some sort of black rubber like fitted sheet. The wall the bed was against was pretty bare on the left side, but on the right side were a lot of empty hooks. My first thought was actually a bit nervous about the cost of everything He stepped away and then came back. He told me to spread my ass cheeks, which I did. I felt a cool liquid on my asshole followed by his finger. He began to gently push. He has large hands and one finger although not really painful has always been a little uncomfortable. He worked that finger around a bit burying it completely in me. I couldn’t help but moan out and wiggle a bit. He slapped my ass and told me to hold still. He pulled his finger back and began trying to insert a second one, as he pushed and they began to enter i lurched forward. He slapped my ass again and told me to hold still. He kept pushing working them both in deeper and I bolted forward again pushing away with my toes. He slapped my ass and stepped away. I could hear the sound of metal, then felt him attaching something to my ankles. The next thing I knew both of my feet were spread and attached to the corners of the bed, followed by cuffs on both wrists that were attached by chains to the top of the bed. My heart began to race knowing I couldn’t stop it this time and he was finally going to get to take my ass. He positioned himself behind me and began working the two fingers back in me. I buried my face in to the bed and griped the chains. He kept pushing, and I could feel that they were completely in. My ass was on fire as I groaned in to the bed, he began gently working them in and out. Pumping in to me slowly at first then he began to pick up speed. I tried pushing my hips in to the bed to get away from him but it didn’t do any good, he was now pumping my ass pretty furiously. He pulled his finger out and I felt my muscles instantly clamp shut. The cold liquid returned and felt like it put out a fire as he began pushing it in to me with one finger, until it withdrew and I felt the his cock sliding up and down my ass crack smearing his precum as it went. He spread me open with both hands and lined himself with my burning hole. He began to push slowly, I grabbed the chains and tried to pull myself up the bed but was stuck in place. His cock rested firmly against me when he spoke.
“Ask for permission to take your masters cock in your ass”
This was the first time I actually heard him speak the words your master and I will remember it forever, but I hesitated, and instant pain as he slapped my right cheek hard.
Master may I have your cock in my ass, I can’t believe the words managed to actually come out of my mouth. He slapped my right cheek again.
“ I’m not convinced you really want it”
Please master may I have your cock in my ass, again how are those words actually coming from me.
Hard slap again to the same cheek and it’s starting to hurt a bit.
“Still not convinced slave”
First time he’s actually called me slave, and as scared as I am I can feel myself get instantly wet.
Please master I’m begging you to fuck your slaves tight ass, I can feel my body trembling now and wonder if he can notice.
He spreads my ass again and begins to push, it feels as if I’m being split in two as he begins to enter me. I can feel the pop as his head finally clears my muscles, I’m grunting and squirming as much as the restraints will allow. My ass on fire as I feel him begin to pull back out and then pushes in again forcing me to scream in to the mattress. He begins to push his shaft in to me and I accidentally grunt out a please.
“Please what slave”
I wanted to say please stop, please take it out. I hesitated, please master fuck your slaves ass.
He pushed slowly but continually until he was buried in my ass.
He continued slowly fucking me, Never really picking up much speed and I’m sure enjoying every moment. After what seemed like forever, but was probably more like ten minutes I felt his fingers dig in to my hips tighter and his speed increase just a bit before letting out a deep grunt.
He pulled out, leaving me bound and went to the bathroom. He resumed his position behind me and took my breath away as he placed a cold washcloth against my sore hole. He held it there as he began running his fingers through my pussy juices.
“What’s this slave” as he pushed three fingers inside of me and began pumping. I tried to rock back against him, but didn’t have enough play in my chains. He keeps pumping in to me occasionally pulling out and rubbing my clit, I grip the chains tighter again and push my face in to the mattress. My body begins to spasm as as my orgasm rushes through me. He keeps pumping into me until my body relaxes.
“Were you given permission to cum”
My heart drops, fuck I completely forgot.
“Were you?”
No master, I’m sorry master, but you felt so good.
“So it’s my fault you broke the rules”
I felt trapped, yes it was his fault, how can you touch someone like that and not expect them to cum, of course I didn’t say that though. I just gave him a simple no master.
“ we will add it to the list of rules you broke so far then”.
I fully expected to get a pretty good spanking then and there but he released my restraints and ordered me downstairs.
He ordered me in to the living room
And in to the humble position, problem is though I never really looked at the positions. I figured he was going to teach me and the illustrations were just for reference.
Annoyed he put me in to the position which is basically knees on the floor, forehead on the floor and arms stretched out in front of me. He walked away and came back and stood behind me. I suddenly felt something extremely cold being pushed in to my ass. (I am still wearing this at this moment and still have not seen it, but it is obviously some sort of metal buttplug.) I cried out as he pushed it into me but the coldness felt rather good. He walked off retrieved the folder from last night and told me I have free time, but I need to use it to study, and that I could write in my journal if I needed to. He laid my iPad on the table and walked away. I looked at the clock only 11:30, it felt like It should be much later. So here I am typing out the morning events and trying to process my feelings. I can see sleeping on the floor becoming very lonely and quit uncomfortable, I would at least like to have a pillow. Eating out of bowls on the floor was not as emotionally bad as I thought, but will definitely be planning dinners accordingly, crawling around my own home in a collar is a bit degrading, but also turned me on a bit knowing he was probably watching my ass and getting glimpses of my pussy. Him finally taking my ass, I’m not real sure, very painful for starters, him making me practically beg him was humiliating but also hot. This plug in my ass, very uncomfortable and I hope it’s not a frequent thing or that I at least adjust to it more. I’m sure some of the discomfort is coming from him stretching me so much earlier. I am grateful he was gentle with me but am also worried about him making a list of the rules I broke. He’s up in his office now and I can hear him on the phone as I type. He owns a small construction company and is always working in one way or another, although sometimes the constant disruptions can be annoying I am very grateful for his hard work. It has given me the ability to continue to go to school and further my career without needing to worry about working myself. I’m going to wrap up on this journal entry for now and possibly post it as many of you have requested updates. I need to spend a bit more time studying the positions and commands so I don’t get any more strikes against me.

depraved dolly​(sub female){owned} - The anal sex will get easier over time and eventually you will be thanking Master for some amazing anal orgasms. Hang in there! You're doing amazing!
5 years ago

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