a place where everything is not okay

-please read the last post to relate-

I have an update
I did break up with her but she kept calling and apologising through a mutual friend and said she wanted to have coffee just to apologise and I agreed, she said that she is willing to do anything to get back together but I said there is nothing we can do
After that she proposed that she is willing to make our sexual relationship a dom/sub one - we were always switching - were I am always the dom
Could this work? I REALLY love her and miss her
I'm just lost rn
And I don't know if I would like to always be the dom
+ she came on to me that day and I stopped her and told her I need to think about it
It's been two days and I didn't call her yet