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3 years ago. May 22, 2021 at 3:57 PM

I work at a small book store in my area where the owner is a wealthy 35 y/o Dutch woman who opened a bookstore in Egypt just for fun, most of the months we barely break even or realise small profit/loss

 

I am Egyptian, 21 y/o and I'm her only employee, from the first day I was attracted to her but didn't act on it for obvious reasons, in the last month she started changing her behaviour with me, mainly she started talking about punishing me when I'm do something wrong.

 

At the first time I sold a book for less than its price so she got angry and said that I should be punished for that and I started apologising and begging her not to take money out of my salary, at that moment she said " I don't believe I'll do that just take care next time so I don't have to get you on my knees" so English is not my native language nor hers so I assumed this was just an expression for punishment.

 

After that by two days I did a small mistake and she angrily gave me a spank while standing and telling me that next time this will be more severe, the next time she slapped me and my reaction was thanking her for it and she said "I didn't know this would be your reaction, you're a good boy get back to work"

 

And the last one was yesterday when I got 10 spanks with a ruler, 

 

I really want to know if this means she's attracted to me or even want a dom/sub situation which I am greatly open to, So if any of you guys have any opinions please tell me.

 

I am doing a big mistake tomorrow on purpose.

switch101​(switch male) - She is also very comfortable around me showing her body, once she changed a shirt in front of me (with a bra on) and when I literally ran out of the room she callede silly
3 years ago
Sunshinegirl​(sub female) - I don’t know what the workplace rules and regulations are in Egypt, but this is highly inappropriate. In the USA she could be held liable for literally abusing her workers, whether you like it or not. Even *IF* she wanted a dynamic with you and you are open to it, you *TALK* and have discussions about what you two need/want/desire out of a BDSM relationship before you jump into one. This entire post screams trouble. If you’re serious about your job, I wouldn’t purposely mess up. She could become extremely abusive. Please stop letting lust and desire cloud your judgement here! Just watching out for you buddy.
3 years ago
switch101​(switch male) - I appreciate your concern, I work there for 3 years now I don't think she's abusive, she's just having fun with the whole thing
3 years ago
TranquilStorm - I share the concerns if she was your lifeline in private or professional life. However, you are not dependent and take it as good sport ... So have your fun. The details of your interaction elude me anyway, so hard to give decent advice. Maybe she saw the spark in you and risked it. Otherwise i also lean more to troublesome. Anyway you seem to know what you are getting into.
3 years ago

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