I first realized I was a little and a babygirl at heart when I started to test out BDSM. I have always had a really special relationship with my actual Dad, naturally to this day I still listen to what he says. Hearing the words little one, good girl, and babygirl get me all ggoey inside.
Unfortunately, my life doesn't allow for me to indulge in what I need, a break from adult stresses. Being a mother of three and having a hubby(most likely a sub if he were into BDSM) make it very difficult. Not to mention that my entire family relies on me to get things done. I don't have any issues handling tasks and completing them, just sometimes I NEED a break.
Trying to explain this to my mostly vanilla hubby has been intersting. He doesn't like to cuddle at all and would rather have me take care of everything. I have suggested that he gets a dom and so do I, but he doesn't want that.
So here I am wanting and needing a Daddy but unable to actually have one.
