Im still shitting out everything.
WHO HAS THE SHITS BECAUSE OF SOUP?
Thats it im going to earn these runs dammit- bring on the pickles....
On a side note we have a blue heeler- if she isnt more careful shes gonna be a brown heeler...
I have no more fluids in my entire body.
It is a different day when my biggest accomplishment was eating an ice cube last night.
Im so glad this broke- just exhausted.
Caught My beloveds shart bug.
Im going to shit till I die.
End of update.
So we have a new puppy- biological dog. He has 3 legs, we got him at the special needs section at the city pound.
Which, BTW, I HAD NO IDEA EXISTED.
I am older now, he may well be the last puppy I ever have, so I coddle a little more then I have in the past.
He is adorable. When he disvovered mud for the first time I didnt have the heart to stop him from covering himself in it.
Maybe im just going soft. But - I am ok with that.....
Finally posted my last piece of homework for this semester. I am so happy! I go back on the 30th. I'm in my master's degree for nursing and seriously considering my PhD.
Funny things along the way. I ended up taking the wrong sleep yard class. Who does that! So I had to go back and take the right one..
I have this amazing job that allows me to work from home. School is all online. I miss play parties a lot. I miss what the "Through the Looking Glass" could have become a lot. The events that have opened around here have all had covid outbreaks in them.
My beloved of 23 years ended up with covid and I almost lost her about 2 years ago. So that's just not an option for us.
On one hand it's incredibly isolating and on the other it has given me this really solid amount of time to do some much needed internal work. I felt especially over the past year last year that I am becoming more more of who I have always wanted to be wanted to be.
I cant thank you all enough for replying to my blog.
For your candor to my questions.
I am deeply greatful.
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Have to cancel Through the Looking Glass 2020.
China is having a resurgence and I anticipate the same thing here.
I am so pissed.
I work the covid unit - so I know what this is --
That doesnt stop me from being genuinely angry.
This morning I wrote my official goodbye email to my poly partner of 10 years. We a. We haven't spoken since December.
We have started to begin discovery for the lawsuit. I can't stop crying. Digging up proof of all of my broken dreams so they can be evaluated by a third-party as to whether or not they are significant.
Fireball died because we didn't have the money to feed him and the hay that was donated to us was the wrong kind. He died because of me and I will never forgive myself. I just kept thinking hold on one more week buddy.
Angel has been rehomed. I started the process of turning her papers over to her new owners.
The other day beloved and I went through the board and got rid of all the toys that I can't use anymore. They are too heavy. They make my vertigo crazy. I've got toys on a wish list. But these were toys that I've had for 20 years. There is a braided cat that I put to the side. My beloved insisted that we keep it.
I had to cancel Saturday's play party because of Corona.
Do you ever feel like the life that you were striving for is gone?
Hello all!
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I usually point the camera to whatever is around me.
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