Mostly recovered...
Starting to plan for the 17th. Two friends of ours want to do their handfasting and collaring at our place.
We havent done amything here since Covid started.
Its only their friends and family- about 8 people.
They wanted a play party afterwards with us inviting people- but honestly between My beloveds long Covid and my physical recovery- we just dont have it in us.
We are taking care of the food, gardening, ceremony.
They will come to set up.
I am seriously not looking forward to clean up.
This is very different then how I have been in the past.
I cant say that I am excited.
Maybe because I am still not feeling good.
Maybe because they dont seem to have answers to basic questions-- like- what time would you like to start the ceremony?
And--- we need to seperate the hand fasting and the collaring because of the kids- how would you like to do that?
Im afraid my BDSM organizer fire isnt there anymore.
Maybe thats a good thing?
Maybe its been to painful to revisit since having to let go?
Anyone else going through this???
