I have always identified as a brat. It was easier to say no when I an uncomfortable with a scene or throw out my safe words than have trust that my daddy knew me well enough.
Two weeks ago the talk came into play. He explained that it is his dream to have me completely obdient. I explained to him that we would both need training.
His knowledge of domdaddy world was just in the bedroom and zero aftercare so I didn't enjoy it because 9/10 I walked away sore and unsatisfied.
Since we have both started training I feel sexier than I ever have. I say yes daddy, and please daddy more than I ever have.
He puts me and adores me. Which makes the rough scene easier to handle. I enjoy the submissive role more than I thought possible .
His anger swings are now in check and he listens when I have a concern. Thank you D/s for opening a door we didn't know about.
We are still training and learning .Any advice or suggestions will help.
We are getting rules for me while he is at work and punishments.
Any help is greatly appreciated.
