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2 days ago. Tue 23 Apr 2019 07:10:23 AM IDT

 

Mmmm YES!!!! ❤️❤️❤️

3 days ago. Mon 22 Apr 2019 08:27:16 PM IDT

 

 

Morley

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6 days ago. Sat 20 Apr 2019 05:04:05 AM IDT

I usually write upbeat, positive posts, but tonight I am going into the DARK place... I warn that this post will be explicit and may trigger some!

 

So, I ask myself ALL the time WHY do I seek to be submissive.. why the hell would I want that lifestyle after what I have been through (and I KNOW many of you have been through it too!)

 

When I was 2 I had my first sexual encounter, YES two! At 3 I had more cocks shoved down my throat then you could count at 10 yrs old - I was fucking 3 years old!!! 

 

I could, but won't get into the nasty details of what happens for the next 10 years of my life. That is Why I am writing this post... It's  because I want to share!

 

We, as subs are NOT the epitome of weak, or subjected because what we went through, we are definitely NOT the result of what was done to us!!

 

We are SURVIVORS, not fucking victims!! My counselor tries to tell me all the time, "you are conditioned" because what happened to you! I give them the MIDDLLE finger and say "you don't fucking know WHAT or WHO I am!"

 

So I am writing this post because I had a conversation with my Dom about this... He asked me " do you remember when you were three? "

 

I answered and gave details (as he already knew), however he said, "BUT you like to suck cock now!"

 

I said to Him as I will say to every fucking person on this site.... Do NOT take away, brush off, sweep under the carpet OR use against OR try to make what "WE" have gone through isn't a HUGE BIG IMPACTFUL experience of our lives!!! 

 

We fucking CHOOSE to give our Submission, it's a GIFT! Don't ever try to take that away from us! Ever!

 

Sending love and strength and a voice to to my fellow Cage members who has been through this!!

 

Stand Together, United, and have .voice!!!

 

I may now LOVE to suck cock, but I assure you all reading this, and those who have been our shoes... it takes a shitload to get there!!

 

Always, much love, peace and STRENGTH to you all!

 

Morley ❤️

xoxoxo

 

 

 

1 week ago. Mon 15 Apr 2019 01:46:59 AM IDT

And in 3 days I will be going to Him, my Master, my Love 🥰

To spend 10 days........ ummm... together...Mmmmmmm 😻

 

 

Tick fucking tock goes that damn slow clock!!! 😋

 

As always, much love to you all.

 

Morley

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xoxoxo

1 week ago. Sun 14 Apr 2019 05:52:08 AM IDT

As the title says: Control your EMOTIONS!! This is not ME saying it to any of YOU, it is me saying it to MYSELF! Hence, it's advice from MY hands on experience.... So, be warned... continue to read AT YOUR RISK!!!

 

We as people tend to react and act on our emotions... My Dom has this conversation with me more than I would like to admit, but this is a blog, MY blog and wanted to get it out there and share.

 

I AM an Empath, true form in every way. I react from my emotions, I act on my emotions and moreso, I FEEL others emotions which again, I act or react on!

 

Luckily, I have come to realize, with my wonderful, patient (frustrating as hell sometimes) Dom, that I need to work on and CHECK OUT my emotions!  He knows me so well and how true, genuine and loving I am! He also knows that I loose my shit for no good reason at times. That's what happens with Empaths... We get consumed by our feelings, the feelings of others and truly feel we can never "check out" our emotions because it is those emotions that drive us, make us who we are and we, as Empaths, become victim to our OWN feelings!!!

 

Let's not continue to be that, victims to our own feelings! Let's accept them, let's own them and when it comes to others feelings? Let's try to let them be theirs!!

 

Again, my blog, my advice!

 

However, those who know me, know this comes from a HUGE heart, a caring, loving and yes, empathic person!!! 

 

Not only be kind, loving and respectful to each other... Be kind to YOURSELF!!!

 

As always, wishing you all much love, peace, serenity and respect!!

 

Morley ❤️❤️❤️

xoxoxoxoxo

2 weeks ago. Wed 10 Apr 2019 12:36:12 PM IDT

 

GREAT song.... 😻

 

If you ever feel you need a "break!! Night!!!

Mmmm yeah!!!

2 weeks ago. Wed 10 Apr 2019 06:59:15 AM IDT

Gotta love Tina!!

And really... What DOES love have to with it???? 

 

As ALWAYS, wishing you ALL peace, respect, serenity and LOVE because it is ALL that life has do with it 😔

 

Morley

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2 weeks ago. Tue 09 Apr 2019 03:31:37 AM IDT

Came across this and, well, OH MY!!!!!! Had to share

Ah.. she's here... I shuffle around the stalls... watching out of the corners of my eyes, she knows....

Intimacy... a hand on flank... careful... you'll break me.... with your gentle hands..

My hard mouth.... your soft lips.... unruly, unruled.... old horse... a kiss.

Confused, stallion in name only, You whisper... forward.. the hunt!

Your scent on my bridle... I smell u still...

Calm... Comfort... Welcome...

Gentled, but not too gently....a strong hand.

It grows trust….. truth... a Stallion! Once more.

Panting... pawing... 'Be easy'.. nervous eyes roll.

A hand on the neck... a caress.. 'Gently ' you whisper

Hot breath against ear

I snuffle and toss my head, still a bit frightened….. her power!

Will you ride? Firm thighs and buttocks...Toes point... Heels dig

All Give and Take….

Instruction to... from... the muscled beast..... straddled

Awkward… too long without a Rider … the matching... Gait with hip...

Walk-on.. Trot, pounding... Heels clip

Faster, just a bit.. Then smoothly, they fit her to him

A canter..... this long stretch.... rocking like one creature…. each a part of the other

Breathing evenly…. caught….. Breath comes quick... bodies warm

Exertion... strength.. trust.. Leaning forward..

Knees grip.. pulling... toes curl in... hot breath.. whisper in an ear… Now!

Hands grip mane... As they clench… bit between the teeth...

She gives him his head... Finding his rhythm…. home in sight...a last burst

Rider/Stallion, sweat soaked … blood pounding..There... again the scent of her...

Sweet Hay rising

She whispers… yes oh yes… I knew you had it in you.. In me...oh god….YES! !

No! not the pasture yet for you..

She chuckles... bodies tangled in sheets ….. Her mane of dark hair..

Scent of her fills him… glad to be.. Alive? Yes.. head…. Heat…

Heart... bursting… Not now… But soon.

A gift.. those Who see the value in an old war horse

Ridden.. but no more to war and blood..

Gentled, both he and she… sleep…bridled passion

Her...a scent of sweet hay…

Him...an old spice..and gunpowder

 

by Alexander K Hamilton

 

MMMMMMM

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2 weeks ago. Sun 07 Apr 2019 08:34:24 PM IDT

 

YUP ..... Just like ALL that!!!! ❤️😻❤️😻

3 weeks ago. Sat 30 Mar 2019 09:21:53 PM IDT

 

Mmmmmm, yes THAT!!!

 

Always much Love, Peace, Happiness and Serenity to you all!

 

Morley

xoxoxoxo