people say get your mind right and I try I mentioned before my story is a long sad one I was actually at the store and I smiled at the gal behind the counter just being nice her coworker made a joke and says nah son she’s taken I said oh I’m good I’ve been hurt recently and I was only being nice normally people let it go but she insisted I explain call it boredom or whatever but by the time I got done telling them it was dead quiet in the entire place and every single woman and girl in that place was reliving either what was done to them or what they did to someone else now I felt like shit so I apologize for it and go to leave the girl I smiled at in the beginning looked at me grabbed my hand and she had pain in her eyes she told me don’t worry it will get easier I answered honestly and said I want to but don’t believe u she whispered I don’t believe me either and I walked away now growing up I’ve been through just a ridiculous mash up of bullshit and adventures travel and experiences but I never have people around long even when people say they are for me no one has proven different and that’s why I was hurt so i put this stuff on here but anyway I will see if people want to hear my thoughts anymore so lmk
6 years ago. October 14, 2018 at 6:14 PM
