Poems and musings of a slave

Let my hands always be ready to serve him as he sees fit
Let my ears always be ready to hear his commands and sweet words
Let my mind be open to new possibilities and opportunities
Let my feet always allow him to lead and be a half a step behind and beside him
Let my eyes always be respectful and loving in their gaze upon him
Let my body surrender itself to his desires and needs
Let my arms always be ready to take his embrace and to submit to being bound
Let my neck always be bared and proud to accept his collar of ownership
Let my heart always be there to comfort him in his times of need
Let my soul always be there to bring light to his darkness and to give him strength when he needs it
Let my voice always be pleasing in speech patterns to his ears and represent him in a satisfactory way.
Let my home be his home and please him in its sight and atmosphere
Let me be everything he could ever want or need in a slave and give me the patience and grace to accept punishment and guidance when he deems it necessary.
All of this, all of me, all that is mine, all of it is all his. His to love, cherish, command, punish, guide, build up, use, take, make love to.... all his, forever his!

I need your Love like air
I need your voice like water
I need your touch like food
I need to see you like sunlight
I need you.
I need all of your acceptance
I need your guidance
I need your control
I need your discipline
I need you
I need your joy
I need your sorrow
I need your fears
I need your loves and likes
I need you
Ultimately I need everything that is you
Your mind, body, soul, heart, thoughts, dreams, fears, goals, failures, strengths, weaknesses, secrets, and truths
I need to give you my submission
I need for you to control it all
I need you to make me yours
I need you to use me
I need you to forgive my mistakes
I need you to at least want me
I need your dominance
I need you to push my limits
I need you to be my rock and shield
I need you.

I say to him:
You are mine
You are my knight
My endless comforting night
My total protection
My complete accepting of all that is me
My unconditional love
My freely given guidance
My control of my life
My everything
You are mine, my knight

He says to me:
You are mine
You are my star
My shining light
My warming touch
My surrounding of comfort
My unconditional love and acceptance
My total surrender of submission
My reason for dominance
My everything
You are mine, my star

Forever and for always
Star and knight together
Light and dark in perfect harmony
One complete soul in two bodies
The most eternal and solid love
Perfect balance of submission and dominance
Made for each other
Born for him
Made over time for her
Star and knight together
Finally found peace and acceptance
All is right in the world
Nothing could break the bond
Heart, soul, mind, body, and blood
Branded and joined forever
Star and knight together

Together:
You are mine
Made for me
We are meant to be
You always were here
Never alone again
YOU ARE MINE

Where do I go from here
Where all I see is fear
I can’t find my light again
It’s gone, totally hidden

Where do I go from here
Where nothing I see is clear
I’m drowning in the dark
Can’t seam to strike a spark

I hear his voice calling to me
Im trying to let it set me free
It sounds so good and sweet
Let this be real I’m pleading

I want so bad to live for real
I’m just so damn scared to fail
I want all my dreams to come true
I want it all, I want all of you

Where do I go from here
You are destroying all my fear
Light is shining all around me
Your dominance is setting me free

Where do I go from here
When my future is now crystal clear
All I see and feel is you
Every single dream has come true

Every kiss makes me fly
All the tears are happy that I cry
There’s never any more reason to fear
I now know where I go from here

when the pain becomes too much

when the words in my head are a mess

when the feelings in my chest are too cloudy

when I feel so cold and lonely 

i need you

when the day dawns beautiful and bright

when I’m feeling so high I’m flying

when I feel like I could do anything

when everything is just going right

i need you

when I loose a loved one

when I’m missing my sons

when work is being too stressful

when I’m feeling bad about myself

i need you

when I see my favorite movie

when I get to dance again

when I’m singing karaoke 

when im sharing the holidays with family

i need you

In everything I do, I need you

in everything I say, I need you 

in everywhere I go, I need you

in everything I see, I need you 

please always believe

i will ALWAYS need you

Silence fills the room
A light shines in the gloom
A shiver runs down my spine
A voice whispers “Your mine!”
Breath comes out fast
I pray silently that this lasts
A touch of the crop
I don’t want you to ever stop

I wait for you to begin
I feel the sting on my skin
A soft caress follows
My breath begins to shallow
The anticipation dulls to a calm
A smack on my ass from your palm

“Open your eyes” you tell me
I raise my eyes respectfully
“Do you want this?” “I do.”
“I know what you have been thru.”
You carcass my face
Inside I finally know my place

“I accept your submission”
My heart starts to pound with anticipation
This is all I ever wanted
To be loved, cherished, and protected
You give me a complete sense of peace
You use a whip and I feel the heat

Silence comes once again
I wait patiently for you to begin
“With this collar you belong to me”
“With this collar, in your submission you are free.”
“I accept your collar and ownership with my whole soul.”
For the first time in my life I am finally whole

This was always my final destiny
The need to be owned to be complete
Today starts the rest of my life
I hear the lock close and I cry
My submission complete, I am owned by you
I eagerly await to do whatever you ask me to

Your mouth covers my own
It’s like we are locked in our own little dome
The heat between us increases
You order me to cum and I shatter into pieces
You claim me completely as I float back to earth
This moment with you is my rebirth

My body is yours to do with as you please
I crave your touch, every little tease
I need your voice, the calm that it brings
I need it to resound in my soul, in my ears to ring
Your voice controls every single part of me
I give myself up to it happily

We have become one, heart to heart
No one can ever tear us apart
Our souls mix together completely
I am alive for real finally
This feeling is all I’ve ever wanted to know
Loved, guided, protected, cherished.........OWNED

I love watching movies... and over the last few months I’ve gotten pretty hooked on a particular scene from suicide squad... yes, I know that in “reality” joker and harly quinn’s Romance isn’t real and a lot consider abusive. That doesn’t take away from how powerful the acid bath scene is to me.
Would you die for me? Yes. That’s too easy, would you live for me? Yes. Careful now, do not say this oath thoughtlessly.
DESIRE BECOMES SURRENDER, SURRENDER BECOMES POWER. Do you want this? I do. Say it..... pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty. Please.

Just really though, how can anyone in the BDSM see this scene and not think “yes! That is what being sub and Dom relationship is!”.... cause honestly that’s exactly how it feels to me.. desire sparks, submission follows and power is given. A Dominate should accept the submission and in return give her all the love, guidance, and protection the submissive deserves