Deserving

Discommbobulated

As I mentally toy with this side of me I wonder should I ask for more? What is too much... or are my desires not enough. Exploring, wanting, fearing. Sweet pain I breath for. I close the door reluctantly until the key is to heavy to carry. Here I am. Waiting.... the delicious strappings against my skin. Here is my place.

Been awhile

4 years ago. November 20, 2020 at 9:02 AM

So cliche. Talking about my subject line. Had no other way to identify my topic tonight. So I will start with the normal boring opening: hey there it’s been a while since I have blogged, wrote, texted, subjected people to my naughty thought process via pounding my most nasty experiences on my keyboard. After a few encounters, some very sexy, although anti-climatic encounters,I came to the conclusion that I would post about my dry spell and initiate a convo about what to do in between the vanilla life experiences versus the forbidden. So I went on a date. Found it boring. It’s ok. Not his fault. Was eager to please. Not in the way I need . Desire. Expecting more can be a hard task. Can someone just be truthful and ask for the forbidden? Taboo? How wish I could be forthright and ask. Ummm hey there, I need a man to spank me hard, tell me what to do, while I beg to be dominated. How does one navigate this lifestyle? Feedback is greatly appreciated.

Jack in the box -
"How does one navigate this lifestyle? "
Well, sites like these . . . . Or munches.

Gotta just put yourself out there - "this is me, this is what im in to".
I wrote a short blog one morning - (kinda surprised a few people 😏).
I was in a mood, probably similar to when you wrote this . . .

4 years ago

HGB(sub female){Scottish M} - Sadly munches are not happening in person right now. Although they are not intended to be a dating place. You do get to know people. Your town does have 1. Think they might be doing virtual right now. But then again many are doing virtual (zoom, discord). You might like some of the dungeons up in Sac.

4 years ago

Lion(dom male){Hazel Eyes} - Best advice I can give is be honest about what you want and need, find the person who will give you what you want and need.

3 years ago

Master13(dom male){MajesticLy} - Communication - place an add -
See who is local and reach out.

3 years ago

jorbaby(sub female) - Shit ima ask you these questions.... lol

2 years ago

Slpnot(switch male){Haven't be} - Being in the vanilla world it's going to be hard to find what you want. The good thing about it is you have a clean slate . you mold him into the kind of person you want. That being said you have to take the leap and teach him how you want to be treated it might take a couple of times but they will get the hang of it the best part of it he will learn how to do it your way. it's all downhill from there.

2 years ago

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