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The Muse

A creature that drives inspiration and passion in the soul of an artist.... Why is she charmed? She has become enthralled with her subject. The artist has rendered her to her knees.
5 years ago. November 2, 2018 at 1:42 PM

My heart is aching today.  No matter how many times I tell myself “I’m okay”... I’m just not. Not today.  Maybe it’s the rain or the quiet.  I don’t know.  

Once in a lifetime you may come across someone who is a glowing presence in not just your life and heart but in the lives of everyone surrounding them.  

I couldn’t help but fall madly in love.  There was no other choice.  I tried to stop myself.  I really wish He would have just told me He didn’t love me.  Because today, I still latch on to hope.  If only I could have ... I really hate “if only’s” 

alewife​(sub female) - Lots of love to you today. Your spirit and your generosity is a gift to those in your life.

A cup of tea and some sweet and slow jams may be in order with that rainstorm.
5 years ago
Thecharmedmuse​(switch female){My Wildman} - Tea! Yes. I think that will definitely help. Add a little apple cider vinegar and some turmeric. And lots of honey.
5 years ago
WetWhenWhipped88​(sub female) - I feel similar, though today is one of my better days. Our situations are much different, I am sure, but your words fed my soul a bit. As horrible as it is, it is comforting to not feeling lonely in my desperation.

On my darker days, I always remind myself: "You are not a problem; this is not your fault." "You deserve to have your needs fulfilled." "You are destined for someone more capable of accepting you."

I do not know your situation, or if that will help you, but I hope that it does. If you ever need to talk or vent, I am here to listen.
5 years ago
Thecharmedmuse​(switch female){My Wildman} - Thank you so much. I extend the same offer to you. Just writing my feelings helps halfway, until I look at his picture again. Or listen to his voice... *sigh* which I need to refrain from doing! He’s a unicorn.
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WetWhenWhipped88​(sub female) - I understand completely! I live with my unicorn. I had that amazing relationship and it became broken. I have to see him and hear him and smell him everyday...watch him interact with our children and pets.... and he is beyond my reach. <3 I wish you all the best in your journey to rebuild yourself and re-enter the pool.
5 years ago
Thecharmedmuse​(switch female){My Wildman} - *hugs!* that must be so painful
5 years ago
Loulou​(sub female) - Hugs 🤗
5 years ago
Thecharmedmuse​(switch female){My Wildman} - *back atcha*
5 years ago
Sensual City Girl{ForeverHIS} - Big hugs for you today!!!!
5 years ago
Thecharmedmuse​(switch female){My Wildman} - I can never have too many of those!!! I’m very huggy
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