It sometimes amazes me how being away from each other for only a few days can cause so much impact. During the days away you tell each other you love them, miss them and you sincerely do. But you don't know how much you do, at least that's the case for me.
I left Seattle with my daughter last Saturday, 7 days away from Daddy. Overall this was a bad week between mood drops but also health reasons. When away from each other, we talk all day long and we video chat every evening, sometimes more. During the pain of whatever is going on with my body, I craved his arms around me, kisses on my forehead and my head on his chest (my safe place.). I wanted it so bad I would be a cranky kitty and lash out.
Yesterday Daddy flew to Tucson. He is here until the 8th. I love when he is here in the house we chose together, filled with the furniture and love we put in it. It just feels right.
He brought the rest of the stuffie family! I was so excited to get a family photo of them and the new pillow Daddy brought me. I almost cried when I read it.
Albert, the purple dog, is the very first stuffie Daddy got me. He now stays with Daddy in Seattle. Also, his name is because Daddy reminds me of Albert Einstein.
Penny, the pink dog, is the replacement Albert.
Rapunzel, the small purple bear. I got that for Daddy for Valentine's day. She is just a baby.
Mr. Grey, the BIG grey bear.
I love all my stuffies. When I am home in Tucson I miss Albert so much. He was there for all the pain, he caught all my tears. But now he stays with Daddy so he can comfort Daddy when he misses me or is having a stressful day. He is such a good doggy.
Being with all my stuffies and safe and secure in my safe place on Daddys chest. I think I can actually say I felt complete. I have never felt a love like this. I have never been so willing to hand myself over to another person. But Daddy keeps me safe, makes sure my wellbeing is his top priority and he loves me as fiercely as I love him!
Find someone who treats you like you are the most precious thing on earth, even when you dont think you are. They are the ones who deserve your love and you deserve their love.
Happy Sunday!
Love,
Kitty!
