Firecracker Diaries - A combination of stories, random thoughts and an appreciation log of life with Daddy

After glow...

When you have an amazing session with your Master... do you have the day after glow? Or maybe it’s the day after sore walk?

I must look different or have a little more spunk to my step the day after. My assistant has started to notice these days and has actually asked me about it! She tells me how I must of had a good night because of my energy so early in the morning. Or maybe it’s because I walk different?? Lol

Either way...I’m glad to be able to show someone that you can have an amazing relationship with someone and have a super amazing sex life to boot!

Until tomorrow...

After glow...

When you have an amazing session with your Master... do you have the day after glow? Or maybe it’s the day after sore walk?

I must look different or have a little more spunk to my step the day after. My assistant has started to notice these days and has actually asked me about it! She tells me how I must of had a good night because of my energy so early in the morning. Or maybe it’s because I walk different?? Lol

Either way...I’m glad to be able to show someone that you can have an amazing relationship with someone and have a super amazing sex life to boot!

Until tomorrow...

Deep

One of my favorite things is when Daddy goes deep. When he takes deep kisses, puts his hands deep in my hair, enters me deep.

I found myself last night trying to enjoy every single second.. Not that I don’t normally try to enjoy every second but last night was a little different. The passion that he showed me made my body hyper sensitive to his touch. It’s almost as though his body heat was making me hotter.

As he took his cock and rubbed it in between my legs stimulating my clit and taking deep dives inside me drove me wild. His tongue dancing in my mouth just added to the sensation.

One hand wrapped in my hair and the other hand holding my hand down made me feel as though I were completely under his control. This is my favorite place to be. I love to have him control my body pleasing me showing me his dominance.

Happy Monday!

Until tomorrow

Fast weekend...

This weekend has flown by. I think it’s probably due to having a long weekend last weekend...but still or sucks when you want to just enjoy your time off and it feels like it’s ripped out from under you.

I think it’s time for a vacation of sorts. One where we can just unwind and not have to stress about anything...no housework, no laundry, no shopping, no paying bills, no meal prepping, no cleaning up ....no nothing. Just peace and relaxing with each other.

But we have to start another week...here’s hoping for a good week with low stress!!

Until tomorrow...

Disappointment

For submissives...all we want to do is please. Somedays the stars align just right to not allow that to happen. And when your someone like me....once one thing happens it creates a snowball effect that just builds throughout the day. This causes a mental breakdown from disappointing someone over and over again in the a short amount of time.

For me...it makes me want to crawl in a hole and hide. To remove myself from anything else that might cause disappointment to anyone that might be in my path of destruction.

My cruel mind takes a hold and tries to tear down my self-esteem....and it’s hard to back out of that place. I know it’s coming from myself....but it’s a dark and brutal rabbit hole that’s hard to turn around in.

Tomorrow will be better...and hopefully the mistakes I made today will be gone....never to return.

Until tomorrow...

Rolling Thunder

Oh how I love the sound of thunder. The sound is so soothing. I’m sure if I lived in a place that had lots of rain...I might not feel the same.

I always said that I would love to live in Colorado because it’s so beautiful here...and now that I’m here I wondered if I would get so used to the sights that I would take them for granted...I don’t think so...I’m still mesmerized by the beauty I see here. Every day when I drive home and see the mountains in the distance...it still feels like when I saw them for the first time.

It’s like listening to this rolling thunder and remembering a very vivid memory of my mother teaching me how to count between the thunder and the lighting. I remember that moment like it was yesterday...and I had to be only around 6 or 7.

Why is it we can remember some moments so vividly...and then have huge gaps to lost time where you don’t remember hardly any of it?

For now I want to stop and smell the rain coming in, listen to the thunder and try to stick this moment in my brain to remember.

Lay here is Daddy’s arms and remember this simple moment.

Until tomorrow...

A new world

With everything opening back up again I can’t help but feel happy and scared at the same time.

I mean the restaurants are going to be open, but in a whole new way to experience it. I sure did like having a clear shot to work every morning...the traffic is back and I don’t like it!! The whole issue of wearing a mask or not...and wondering who the crazy’s are. Nervous about what school is going to look like for the littles and what that will mean for us. How will our businesses do in the coming months?

Just so many fears and questions...I’m so grateful that I have Daddy here to do this new world with. He is so strong and confident...and helps me see more clearly.

Here’s to this new world...I know this will all be “normal” soon enough.

Until tomorrow...

Out in the Sunshine

We were able to get out and take a walk along the river today.

I love nature. Just the beauty of everything from a bird to a fallen tree. Everything has beauty.

Walking hand in hand enjoying the beautiful day is exactly what we needed.

Hopefully you have all enjoyed your Memorial Day weekend. Hopefully you stopped and said thank you for your service to someone.

Until tomorrow...

Aaa-mazing

Daddy continues to surprise me with what he can do with and to my body.

If you have read my blogs you know that my emotional journey with learning how to be loved and to love back has been. Daddy has taught me so many things about myself emotionally that it truly amazes me how he knew what my soul needed more than myself. He continues to teach me how to be a better partner in life daily.

But the physical part is off the chain!! He has taken patience with teaching me how to let my body and soul have pleasure together. Over time he slowly has opened up more of my body and the pleasure it can feel.

He continues to amaze me with the way he can please every molecule of my being with something new. Make my body quiver and shake with every touch. The way he can bring things out of me that I didn’t even know I had. Bring extreme pleasure while making me be the sexiest being on earth.

Utterly Aaaa-mazing!!!

Until tomorrow

Enjoying the Day

What an amazing day just relaxing with my love. Just hanging out enjoying our home and each other.

Last night Daddy gave me another amazing experience. He continues to open my eyes to the pleasure he can give me and the control he has over my body. He then takes me to a completely comfortable place in his arms to sleep the whole night wrapped in his scent. He then tucks me in tight when he wakes in the morning... tiptoes around the house while he lets me sleep in.

He made me a glamorous breakfast and declared the day as a PJ day. We organized some storage boxes and just enjoyed our time. He then cooks us an amazing steak on the grill and we are getting ready to settle in with a movie!

I love my life and my Daddy... no where on earth would I rather be than right here with him.

Until tomorrow