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Firecracker Diaries - A combination of stories, random thoughts and an appreciation log of life with Daddy

I'm a owned and collared. The journey I have been on with Daddy is amazing...and only gets better! This is my daily entries of what is going on in my head and stories of all the things I’m learning with Daddy!
4 years ago. May 31, 2020 at 4:15 AM

Disappointment

 


For submissives...all we want to do is please. Somedays the stars align just right to not allow that to happen. And when your someone like me....once one thing happens it creates a snowball effect that just builds throughout the day. This causes a mental breakdown from disappointing someone over and over again in the a short amount of time.

 


For me...it makes me want to crawl in a hole and hide. To remove myself from anything else that might cause disappointment to anyone that might be in my path of destruction.

 


My cruel mind takes a hold and tries to tear down my self-esteem....and it’s hard to back out of that place. I know it’s coming from myself....but it’s a dark and brutal rabbit hole that’s hard to turn around in.

 


Tomorrow will be better...and hopefully the mistakes I made today will be gone....never to return.

 


Until tomorrow...

HGB​(sub female)​{Scottish M} - Recently I have been stating that my thoughts are dark and I'm trying not to spiral. Just sharing it has helped take the power out of them. They don't last as long or get as bad. Hope you have a better day tomorrow.
4 years ago

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