Firecracker Diaries - A combination of stories, random thoughts and an appreciation log of life with Daddy

Ready to play

I’ve been in a playful mood all day. Waiting for Daddy is so agonizing when all I want to do is be under his control.

Have you ever had those days that you want to call off work and just be his all day. Just be whatever he wants all day. To have nothing to do but just worship each other’s bodies and treat each other to endless pleasure.

Every second on down time today was me looking at Daddy’s pictures...dreaming about being home with him.

Hopefully I’ve been good enough to get a little taste of that tonight...

Until tomorrow...

Happy Mother’s Day

Happy Mother’s Day to all my fellow ladies out there. I hope each one of you had as awesome of a day as I did.

Being a mother isn’t always glamorous or perfect...we all make mistakes and stumble along the way. We all doubt ourselves with how we are doing with the little ones...and as they get older the harder it gets.

Just remember there are no handbooks or instructions...so we all have to live and learn. Hang in there and just love them and love yourself...

Until tomorrow...

Colorado Spring

I’ve never enjoyed the weather as much as I so here in Colorado. Even with the winters.

All my life I’ve been in places where spring was all of a month long... and then it’s hot as hell for 7 months.

I enjoy the beautiful sunrise and sunsets. I enjoy being able to sit on the patio without sweat running down your back. Or being able to not have your hair moist with perspiration all the time.

I enjoy being able to cuddle with Daddy all year round. Not having to be hot...breathing air that is not saturated with water is awesome.

I love it here...

Until tomorrow

Letting Go

When someone has wronged you...it’s hard to let it go. This could be for many reasons. It could be because there is a lack of understanding as to why someone would do such a thing. Especially when that person is supposed to be something to you...like a relative or a lover.

But you have to take a set back and ask yourself if letting yourself hold on to whatever emotion you have due to this action is beneficial to you. Will it change what happen? Will it fix the wrong? Will it change the person that caused it? Or is it holding you back from something else?

Only you can decide how to let a situation effect you. Only you can decide how to move forward. Only you get to decide how to deal with that person in the future.

Just work on letting go.

Let go of that emotion that is holding you back from being your best self.

Until tomorrow

Letting Go

When someone has wronged you...it’s hard to let it go. This could be for many reasons. It could be because there is a lack of understanding as to why someone would do such a thing. Especially when that person is supposed to be something to you...like a relative or a lover.

But you have to take a set back and ask yourself if letting yourself hold on to whatever emotion you have due to this action is beneficial to you. Will it change what happen? Will it fix the wrong? Will it change the person that caused it? Or is it holding you back from something else?

Only you can decide how to let a situation effect you. Only you can decide how to move forward. Only you get to decide how to deal with that person in the future.

Just work on letting go.

Let go of that emotion that is holding you back from being your best self.

Until tomorrow

Thank a teacher...

For those of you that are doing “home” schooling with a child due to Covid 19...I feel your pain! It’s not fun...it’s a struggle to get it done...it’s a prayer to get them to want to do it!

I just know that when school opens back up and we are able to actually send them back to their actual teachers who know what they are doing...I will give them a giant bear hug and never ever complain about anything they are wanting us to give, pay for or do!! Whatever they want...they will get!

Just stop and thank the teachers...I struggle how to get this done with one child...and they do it with 20 every single day!!! I will never not appreciate them EVER again!!

Presents for every single holiday...I’m talking even for Martin Luther King Day!!! I want the teachers back...I don’t remember this stuff!!! Lol

Until tomorrow

Calgon

Anyone remember the commercial “Calgon take me away”? I know I have to be showing my age with that...but hey...it’s still the first thing that pops into my mind when I need a break.

Still to this day I can get in a bath with a bath bomb and bubbles and I’m instantly taken into a world that is all my own. A relaxing place where my mind is free of everything that it’s consumed by. I’m that beautiful woman in the bath with no cares in the world. A Queen for a moment.

If you’re not a bath person...I highly suggest investing a little down time with a good hot bath. Good smelling bubbles or a bath bomb...along with some candles and some music...perfect relaxing you time!!

Until tomorrow....

Christmas in May

With everything slowly going to be opening back up...it seems like we are waiting for Christmas morning to arrive.

It’s funny how the little things like getting the vitamin store to open or that little dive of a restaurant to open their doors again get me all excited. Not to mention seeing my hairstylist or my eyelash girl! Hell... just getting to get my tags for my car will be awesome!

I have missed being able to just say...let’s go do “this” and being able to do it!

The weather here is so awesome...we are ready to get out and find something to do! Hopefully everyone follows the rules and we can get back to “normal”

Looking forward to the end of the week!!

Until tomorrow

Easy Sunday

I love Sunday’s. It’s our day to enjoy family time or just hang out and be in the same place enjoying our place.

Saturday is the day to get the errands ran and do the “to do” list. Work on all the things we couldn’t do during the week. But Sunday is our little time to enjoy us.

Sunday is also a little sad when it’s over. We have to start the week again running.

Just enjoy every moment...

Until tomorrow

Daddy’s Birthday

I was super worried that Daddy wouldn’t have a fun birthday because there is not a whole lot for us to do to celebrate out on the world!! So I tried the best I could to make sure he had a great day!

Little surprises throughout the day and some quality time with some close family bbq-ing on the patio made for a perfect evening.

After all of the worrying...it was all for not...I think he had a great day!

Happy Birthday Daddy...I’m so glad we finally got to spend this one together! I love you!! Here’s to many more!!

Until tomorrow...