Firecracker Diaries - A combination of stories, random thoughts and an appreciation log of life with Daddy

Middle of the night...

One thing I absolutely love is to wake up in the middle of the night and listen to Daddy.

For me...I can sleep. I can fall asleep in the matter of seconds. If I get woken up...no biggie...I can go right back to sleep. So when I can wake up just long enough to remember to stop and listen...it’s precious moments that I can just enjoy his sleeping sounds...and if I’m lucky he is facing towards me at the time and I can watch his face too...but either way...I love it.

Until tomorrow...

Amazing...

Daddy wanted reading time last night.

It was time to read some erotica to Daddy... but Daddy had a special plan for how I was going to read to him.

As I crawled into bed to lay next to Daddy...he immediately had me start to suck on his cock. No words...just gave me his cock. As it quickly hardened in my mouth...Daddy places me on top of him and then handed me my reading material for the evening. Then said “Don’t move”.

As I read this hot little story Daddy would move very slowly inside of me. Pulling me in and then seating me upright...but not letting me have any control.

As the story got hotter so did I. As Daddy continued to tease me...the more my body wanted release. The closer I came to climax Daddy would stop all movement...but I continued to read.

This continued until Daddy could tell I was hurting for the climax he was going to give me. He laid me on my back and told me to continue...he moved between my legs and with every word he licked and sucked on my clit. I could feel my juices running and begged to cum.

He allowed me to cum and he continued to massage my clit with he magical tongue. Through the euphoria I must of completely lost everything about the story I was reading because I just felt Daddy pull me to him and enter me...pushing my magical feeling over the top. Just feeling him completing inside of me was wonderful.

I realized he was not moving and I opened my eyes. Just watching him frozen inside of me. Once he started moving again he was deep inside of me. I just went into another world. I’m not sure the sounds that came out of me since I felt I was in another world. A world of extreme pleasure...and then the ultimate orgasm came as he released inside of me. The feel of his pulsing cum and heartbeat...OMG. I thought I pee’ed the bed...but no...just a major orgasm.

My legs didn’t work right for a bit...but I slept like the dead. So so so good...

Thank you Daddy....you know my body better than I.

Until tomorrow...

Twilight zone

Have you ever had one of those days that no matter what you do you feel like your missing something? Or you’ve not been included in what is happening at the moment...but you’re there.

I have felt that way all day. Just like maybe I missed out on some information somewhere...

It’s really strange...like I’m in the twilight zone waiting for the scary part to happen.

Maybe I’m just tired and my brain isn’t working like it should...but it’s the beginning of the week!!! This is gonna make for a very long week!!!

Until tomorrow

Daddy’s Hands

I’m obsessed with Daddy’s hands.  I absolutely love looking at them. Watching him do the things he does and the way he moves.

He’s very detailed in the way he moves his fingers. The feel of his fingers on my body is amazing. Watching him move his fingers makes we think of the way his fingers feel on my body. Holding his hand makes me feel safe and loved.

I love that his hands are very much full of their own personality. That you couldn’t mistake his hands for anyone else’s. His hands are sexy to me...they turn me on just by watching them. I have no idea if he knows how much I love his hands...but they do it for me...everytime.

When we are in play time and he puts his hands around my neck or is slapping some part of my body...it will literally send me over the edge.

I’m hoping that he uses those hands on me tonight...

Until tomorrow....

Playing Dress Up

I haven’t had a chance in a while to get myself all cute for Daddy.  So after I got off work I decided to come home a give him a little surprise. I picked out a cute outfit and some cute shoes. Curled my hair and did up my makeup.

I had to go drop off my car at the dealership and Daddy was going to pick me up on his way from work.  I walked out to his car and got in the passenger seat. When he looked up at me I could tell he looked surprised. He said “That’s not what you wore to work today?”  I said No that I just felt like I needed to get cute for him. Let’s just say that I could tell he was pleased!

Sometimes it’s good just to feel good about yourself by enhancing all of your natural beauty. It feels really good when you can see the satisfaction in your loves eyes at how you have pleases him.

That was long overdue...I can’t wait to get out on the town. On Daddy’s arm enjoying whatever we are doing...

Until tomorrow

Questionnaire

Today we filled out some paperwork...this paperwork was extremely extensive!!! Anyway...one part of the paperwork really dove deep into our relationship. Asking each one of us to fill out what we were like, what our partner was like, how we were together, how we met, what we fight about, etc. As I was filling this out I was feeling like a school girl...all gitty about my love. Reality set in that this man of mine and myself really do have a “perfect” relationship.

We have been together for almost 2 years. We have lives together now for over a year. We have had 1 little tiff and 1 argument this entire time. We don’t fight...we still have lots of play time...we look forward to cuddling on the couch after work...we hold each other tight every night. We discuss everything. We are partners in everything we do. We manage our lives together...and we have a whole lot of fun!

I had trouble finding the right words to describe how we were together in the tiny space they gave me. How do you explain how incredibly wonderful someone is to you and how they have completely changed your outlook on the world in a few sentences??

I hope they ask me this question in person so I can gush about this amazing man out loud and watch their face as I describe him. I hope!!!

Until tomorrow

Outward Beauty

I’ve never considered myself “gorgeous”. I would rate myself a solid 6 in looks....but an absolute 10 in personality. Now don’t get me wrong...I think I am beautiful. But if my scale of ratings includes people like Jennifer Lopez as a 10...then a 6 is pretty damn good!

Anyway...there are things that I just like to make sure are good on me...like my eyelashes and eyebrows. Those 2 things are just a must for me. I like all kinds of things makeup wise...but my eyelashes are always done.

I’ve always admired those that can look drop dead gorgeous with nothing on...but I seem to find more beauty in the actions that people do and the words that come out of their mouths. You can be absolutely stunning and crush everything my eyes are seeing by the words that come out of your mouth. And then for me...I automatically see you in a different light...an ugly light.

I always try to be kind to people...even when there is no reason to be. I hope that my outward beauty is just enhanced in their eyes by the way I treat them. I always try and remember that you never know what someone else is going through...or what is happening in their life at that particular moment. I try really hard to not let ugliness affect me...which is extremely difficult since I am ultra sensitive...but I try.

Be careful how you speak to people...it could change how they view you forever. Especially the ones you care about. Outward beauty is a blessing...enhance that with your words.

Until tomorrow...

In the background

Being in the background and not the spotlight is a good thing. You are the  support that keeps the show going. You are the one that gets everything set up and put together so others can shine. You are the one that is holding it all together. The only thing that sucks about it is not everyone notices...and sometimes there is no appreciation for those unseen actions.

A lot of people don’t like the spot light. They don’t need recognition either. But don’t get confused with need and appreciation...just because they don’t need it doesn’t mean you shouldn’t give it when it’s deserved.

Just thoughts...

Until tomorrow...

Movie Night

We had lots of snuggles with a night on the couch renting a movie! Since all the movies are available to watch from the comfort of your couch instead of the movie theater...might as well take advantage!

Sitting in the middle of so much love...I couldn’t help but to just stop and appreciate everything that was surrounding me. Just breathing in all the calmness and love that was I the air.

Daddy has given me the life I’ve always dreamed about and I’m loving every minute of it. My heart is full and I’m so glad to be apart of so much open arms of love.

Enjoy your family...enjoy this time...

Until tomorrow

Needy...

Have you ever had those days that you just want to be held?  Cuddled and kissed on and just catered to for a bit? Not the kind of needy where I’m asking for it to happen and bugging my love to give it to me...just the kind that you feel and wish that he would just read my mind and give me what I need at the moment.

And yes...sometimes I do ask and I do tell him exactly what I need...but sometimes you just want them to know and give it. Not that I would be upset if it doesn’t happen...just silently hoping he notices. But then it passes and all if fine in the world.

This usually happens to me during that time of the month....and there’s no reason it does...and I know every single month it’s coming. I’m thinking this just must be a female mind trick to make you pick a fight for nothing. That’s why I just let it ride and don’t say a thing....cause I know it’s my damn hormone brain.

But when it does happen and I wasn’t expecting it...it’s wonderful. Extra special...and absolutely cherished!

Just random thoughts...

Until tomorrow