Firecracker Diaries - A combination of stories, random thoughts and an appreciation log of life with Daddy

Importance...

Throughout our lives we put importance on different things at different times. They change for many different reasons. Sometimes the importance we put on something was misguided and should have never been there...so we spend time trying to correct that.

Importance is very much a personal decision for what you place your importance on. Some of us it’s time, money, possessions, family, career, etc. For me it’s time...it’s important for me to spend time enjoying Master and the world around me.

I think we should all take a moment and evaluate if we have place importance in the right spots. Do the ones you care about most know how important they are to you? Do the ones that you feel should have you on their importance list...do they?

Take care of what you can...put your importance in the right places.

Until tomorrow

Ask the hard questions...

Today I had one of my employees come into work with obvious signs that she had been crying. She’s a young girl and over the past week or two I have watched her go from being visually put together...to not. I decided that I needed to pull her in and talk.

Initially she said she was fine. I decided to be brutally honest about how I have seen her change visually over the past couple of weeks...and how concerned I was because I can see a deep sadness in her face. I asked her if she had had suicidal thoughts. The easy she looked at me, I knew the answer just by the look on her face.

I talked to her for a while about getting some help and asking for help when she needs it. Reassuring here that it’s ok to ask for help...and that you can’t just shake out of it...you really do need some help. I gave her many options for help...1-800 numbers and the run down of who she can depend on including myself.

I think she felt better once done...but then I got to thinking...what would happen if I didn’t pull her aside and talk it out?

Please don’t hesitate to talk it out if you see someone that needs you to notice...

Until tomorrow...

Extra...

Over the past couple of days I have been so extra. Extra emotional, extra moody and definitely extra needy.

So when you are having these types of days...is it best to say exactly what your feeling and what you need? Does that get you the outcome you were hoping for?

I know that I need instructions most of the time...as most women do...the problem is that the instructions would need to change as we saw fit for that moment. Because what it was I wanted and what made me happy 5 minutes ago has now changed.

Why are we like this? And why do we assume that men should know how we are feeling? If I could give Daddy a glimpse into my head for a Day he would be more confused after than before....as am I.

I need sleep... Good night!!

Until tomorrow

Just need a Hug...

Have you ever had one of those days that you just need someone to notice that you just need some kind words or even a pat on the back or a hang in there. I just had one of those days that it would have been nice for someone to notice how hard my day has been. Offer a hug or just a smile...

I’m just afraid that if someone actually hugged me...I would cry.

Just an emotional day all the way around. And this was for no reason at all other than hormones are out of control.

Hopefully tomorrow will be better....until tomorrow.

Snowy Monday...

I love the snow. Even though I’m not too keen on being cold...I absolutely love the snow.

I’m not sure if it’s because I’m a southerner and didn’t grow up with it...but now I love to watch it. I love when it’s falling. It’s very romantic to me.

I’m one of those ones that hopes to have a snow day so I can snuggle in with Daddy and enjoy the weather. It’s suppose to snow more overnight tonight...so here’s hoping to get enough to stay home in the morning and let Daddy hold me a little while longer.

Happy Monday my Peeps!!

Until tomorrow...

Wishes...

We all have a whole lot of wishes. Some big, some small, some we know will never come true. Some are real enough that you pray for them...some you know you shouldn’t pray for.

For a while now I have had a wish and Daddy has too. This was something that both of us wanted together. I said my prayers about it as I’m sure Daddy has too. This was one of those wishes that I never believed would come true...even though I wanted it.

Well that day is here and I’m a believer in granted wishes. Our wish has been granted...

We will share soon...but for now it’s ours and ours alone.

Until tomorrow....

Percentages

I work with numbers all day. I figure formulas and convert numbers until I’m blue in the face. So I can’t help but do that in my personal life.

I know that if I’m off by 1% in my numbers at work...it’s not a tragedy. But 5% is horrible.

But today I’m hoping that 5% is my lucky number. If I fall in that 5% chance then beautiful things are going to happen. But if I don’t...then it is what it is and life goes on.

Here’s hoping to be in that 5%...

Until tomorrow...

Planning...

A strong couple can get through anything. They can fight through the adversity that life can deliver...as long as they are fighting for the other persons benefit as well as their own. When you plan your life out with your partner...there should not be any other choice.

I’m a true believer that you should look out for your partners well being as you would yourself or even more.

Going through life together is a special thing...and it takes focus to ensure that you stay partners and discuss all the ups and downs. You need to be able to come up with solutions to barriers dropped in the way...never give up.

I’m so glad I have a partner that is not only my ride or die...but he looks out for me too. Always keeping our well being in the front of his mind. I love you Daddy.

Poll

I would like to get to know my readers a little better and get some information about how others relationship with their Dom or Sub is like. This is my first Dom/Sub relationship. We have been together long enough to know that he is my one and we are devoted to each other...we have been living together for over a year now and our lifestyle is a part of our everyday. We live the lifestyle 24/7. I have rules that I have to follow daily. I send pictures, ask for permission before I do anything, thank Daddy for everything he does for me and write my blog as part of a daily requirement. I have hygiene requirements and bedroom rules. If I break a rule then I am punished.

So I ask you - what does your daily tasks/rules consist of? Do you live the lifestyle part-time or full time? How long have you been in the relationship? How do you integrate your lifestyle into your outings/dates? What are somethings you do for your Dom/Sub that makes them feel special?

I want to hear it all....go!!

Until tomorrow...

Together...

When I say the word together...I mean it in every sense of the word. You are together as one...partners in crime... ride or dies!!! Through thick and thin...you have made the decision that this person is your other half.

Not all of the time you will spend together is always fun...but you are there to support each other. When times get hard you don’t turn on each other your figure out how to make it work. You don’t blame each other for faults. If one of you make a mistake then you work together to fix it. You don’t let each other down...and you have made the promise to gave their back no matter what.

My Daddy has me and I have him. I’m so happy that I’m together with him...he’s my rock!!!

Until tomorrow...