Firecracker Diaries - A combination of stories, random thoughts and an appreciation log of life with Daddy

Date night...

We were able to get out and go on a really fun date night. Tickets to an NBA playoff game with club seats!!

My love surprised me with new shoes, new outfit and dinner before we left. Then we left for the game and had an amazing time!!

Once home he made me cum at least 5 times....yes...I said that right...

I’m so thankful for this man...he is everything I dreamed of and more. I know this blog is short...but it’s a tiny glimpse of how marvelous my Master makes days for me.

Thank you Daddy...

Until tomorrow...

Beautiful investments

Yesterday while we were out shopping we picked up a beautiful patio pot that has an assortment of plants and flowers. It’s a perfect addition to our patio. Today when I came home for lunch my Daddy surprised me with 2 more additions to our home...a beautiful orchid and a gorgeous tulip.

This really got me thinking about how wonderful he really is. He invests in our home, in our lives and in me. I don’t think I have ever had anyone invest in me. Not for their benefit...but for mine. He drives me to want to be more than I ever thought I could be. He puts me at total ease and fills me with self worth. Pushes me to see myself differently...to think differently. He encourages everything in my world to be more...to be better...and to be proud.

This makes me love him even more. This makes me want to submit more to him. To give more of myself to him...to please him in every single way. I want to make him happy in every single thing he does...

Thank you Daddy for everything...especially us.

Until tomorrow...

Driving Home...

We drove home today. Good news is that Daddy came home too. He will get to stay close for the next several days of work...and hopefully get to come home every night.

Unfortunately I have forgotten some of my tasks over the past couple of days...or I missed the deadline. This means punishments...3 to be exact. It always seems that I miss the deadline or completely forget tasks when I am with him. I think I am so completely just in his trance that I forget!!

We will see what my punishments will be over the next couple of days. I’m hoping for anything except spankings...I’m not a huge fan. But we will see...

Until tomorrow...

Morning surprise...

My Master left me this morning to go to work. My expectation is that he will return to me at around 6:00pm in the evening...but surprisingly he came back to me early. So early that I was still in bed sleeping.

I was awakened to him crawling in bed to me. This is truly the best feeling. Usually it’s me crawling in bed to him.  Being awaken to him wrapping his arms around me...and feeling his naked body against mine.

It doesn’t take long for him to have me aroused. His kisses are beckoning me...and then he starts to bite on me. This pain is such pleasure to me.  Then his fingers are all over me...making their way through my legs and exploring my flower. His fingers go deep inside me...in and out with his thumb n my clit. I’m trying to hold out as long as I can...this is such ecstasy...I just want to enjoy this as long as possible.

He then asks me if I am going to cum for him...I can hold it any longer...when he talks to me it pushes me over the edge...it’s such a turn on to hear him tell me what he wants or how he likes it. I’m now asking for permission to cum...he grants it and I explode...he’s then climbing on top of me...pushing his massive cock inside of me. He then hold there for a few seconds allowing me to get my breath and my body to absorb is size...then he has to stop because of an interruption.

After the interruption he is back and moving inside me again...making me cum and urging my body to give him more....he’s then turning me on my side...straddling my leg and entering me again...he holds my other leg in such a way that he can get deep and inside of me. This drives me wild...he is hitting spots that are making my eyes roll back...his hands still rubbing my clit...I cum with him...my pussy milking him as I cum...

Pure ecstasy....and a great way to start the day!!

Until tomorrow...

Body bliss...

Laying next to him with my head on his chest... listening to his heart beat and the gentle rise and fall his breath moves him...out bodies completely in sync. This place is my getaway...the place of serenity. My home... the place I feel to safest.

Feeling his skin. The way our bodies build heat and mold together...holding onto every inch. Every part of ourselves holding on to these sweet moments hoping they never stop.

I’ve learned not to take this time for granted...but to savor it. Enjoy these moments and let everything else erased from your mind. Just breathe in the absolute simple pleasures of each other’s presence. Don’t let anything interfere with the beauty of just enjoying each other.

Naked and beautiful. Bodies entwined together. Breathing in rhythm...heats beating as one. This is where I find peace...this is where love grows.

Until tomorrow...

In his arms....

I can’t tell you how excited I was to get to him. I missed him so much. I needed his touch...his smell...his kiss. I needed to feel alive again...like he can only do for me.

He is always able to put my mind back in a happy place. To make my heart beat with his rhythm...and make me whole. This poem says a lot of what I feel...

You Excite Me!

By Monica Patrick

A touch of your fingers,

Makes my body come alive.

I see the ignited passion,

Deep within your eyes.

Your smile makes me melt,

My lips burn with your kiss.

When you leave my side,

It's your sexy smell that I miss.

Your caress, your touch,

And how you make me feel.

When I look at you babe

I know our love is real.

I enjoy every second...and always will.

Until tomorrow....

Socially awkward...

I attended a work event where I needed to mingle and meet people to promote business. I personally am a very outgoing person and very easy to get along with ...but when it comes to being in a room where I’m supposed to go up and introduce myself ...it’s very awkward for me.

It’s so strange because I can stand up in front of a room full of people and give a speech, give a training class, or just be the person that that everybody’s watching and I’m perfectly fine. In fact I’m quite comfortable in that situation. But whenever I have to do this one on one it’s weird.

The whole night all I could think about was I wish my daddy was here. He gives me so much more strength  and courage just by being in the same room. He is absolutely great at mingling and meeting people one on one. His confidence and the way he commands a room is impressive to me.

Maybe I should just ask him to give me a personal one on one lesson...lol!!!

Until tomorrow...

Balancing Act....

Balancing a job, a house, a child, laundry, bills, a cat, the gym, daily things that come up and making sure I’m the best sub for my Daddy is hard...but rewarding. To know that my Daddy is happy is my goal...

I want to be successful at everything. Everything I do and everything I am. I’m very proud of the person I have become...so much more confidence and self worth than I ever had. This is all because of the man that has given me so much more love than I even knew anyone could give. Given me a reason to like what I see in the mirror. A reason to embrace the person I am and love it. And because of this...all I want to do is make him proud that he chose me and can see through my actions how grateful I am for everything he has given me.

My Daddy’s birthday is tomorrow...and I so wish I could be with him on his birthday...but it will be another 48 hours until that happens. I have a little surprise for him...so hopefully that will be a little bit of happiness to help the day since I can’t be there.

Balancing the distance and all the love I have for him has to be then hardest balancing act of them all...but we make it through and it’s getting to be less and less... I still thankful for every single second we have together...

Until tomorrow...

Lifestyles

Do you ever wonder what happens in other people’s private lives? I mean while your out in your everyday life...do you look around you and wonder who else might be in the same lifestyle you are? How many people out there are in BDSM relationships? How many people do you work with are subs or Doms or switches?

Is that person you are giving direction to or feedback to a Dom in their not work life? How do they feel about you giving them direction? Or is that person you see being so overbearing and demanding at work...submissive to someone when they get home? Do you look for collars on others?

I do...I wonder with everyone. I look at everyone’s neckline to see if I can tell? I look for clues in every situation! Is that horrible? I would love to come across someone just once to be able to ask them if that is their collar!!! I wish someone would notice mine and immediately know what it was...

But that’s not the case so far. I long for the day to have someone know and understand...and want to talk. I know I have friends here and we are all open with each other...but don’t you want to meet others randomly!!! It’s kind of exciting to look for that person that you could secretly have something in common. Just a person that’s the same as you...not looking for anything other than mutual mind sets and could compare notes! Lol

Just wondering...

Until tomorrow...

Sweet surprise...

As I was getting ready to leave today, I was straightening up the hotel room so Daddy would come back to a semi-clean room...Daddy walks in!!! I was not expecting to see him for another 5 days!! I was so excited!! This gave me another 4 hours to spend with him!!! I pushed back when I was leaving...so I could spend more time with him.

He had to talk me out of calling in sick and staying with him. Even though we both want to be together...he was able to be smart about it and make sure we also think about our financial security. He is always able to keep me grounded.

We were able to spend some quality time laughing and giggling at the pool. Then some snuggle time before I had to leave. At least this time it will only be 4 nights and I will be able to crawl back into his bed with him.

It’s funny how the drive to him seems to take forever...but the drive home seemed to go fast. I’m so thankful for the time I can see him even when he is working...holding each other is worth every second it takes to get to each other.

Until tomorrow...