Happy New Years!
I hope everyone had a great start to the New Years!! I was thinking about my friend (another sub in here)...I don’t want to mention her name on her because she might not like it...but my thoughts were with her today as I’m sure she had a rough day. Day 2 of feeling the sub-drop is the worst...its probably the worst of the days. It made me feel sad for her...and wish that I could have called her up and told her that we should get together...watch some movies in our PJ’s...eat some popcorn and just have a slumber party!
I don’t there is anyone in the world that can understand our feelings like a fellow sub can. All the highs and definitely all the lows. I know that I mean everything to my Master and he would do anything for me...but not the way I would. I’m not even sure if he could fully understand the level of emptiness I feel without him. And I’m not sure if it’s because I’m female??? It makes me wonder if male submissives have the same feelings and sub-drop horribleness... If it’s due to the level of submission we give to our Dom’s or if it’s more due to DNA?
I have been in relationships before...and NEVER felt this about anyone...and I’m not even sure what word to use...is it need? Is it dependence? No word I use can give what I feel justice.
Any who...I sure you know who you are...and when you read this just know that I have been thinking about you today....and really wish I could have just given you some hugs. It’s all worth it...but I know all to well the pain you feel...it hurts like nothing else.
Until tomorrow....