My Master said something to me the other night that really made me think. He commented on how its still strange to him that I submitted to him so fully so fast. I have to agree...especially when I look at the situation from the outside.
I immediately felt something with him the very first time we met...but in this situation we were both at work and I was in no way in a position to show him that there were sparks. Over time I would flirt with him...again nothing to dramatic because I only saw him in work settings...and since we didn’t work daily with each other...there is only so much you can show a person in our brief encounters.
Finally the day came that he asked me out...and on our first date...I knew. During our first time being intimate with each other...that’s when I knew that he was a Dom...and when I asked him if that’s what he liked and told him that I liked to be submissive and he eyes lit up...I knew again. Over time he slowly confirmed to me the he is my one...So when he asked me to be his full-time...I already knew that I was his...even without him asking or collaring me. I was his...
I have never been that way before...I had never met someone and felt butterflies in my stomach....not from the very first meeting!!! And still to this day I feel those feelings....why??? I have no idea why?? My brain still makes has reservations and has moments of doubts....but my heart is full in. All of it!
When you feel this...you can’t help but jump in with both feet. It’s like someone told me I won the lottery and found the foundation of youth...all I have to do is jump! Wouldn’t you??
He is my one....no doubts!
Until tomorrow...
