We drove home today...
We had a great trip!!! But the drive home was something we both needed. We were able to talk for a good long time. Expressing what we what for our future and for each other. I was able to express some of my fears and feelings...and he helped relieve them.
My Master is everything to me...and being able to have someone that understands me and what’s to protect me and keep me is extremely fulfilling. I never dreamed I could feel so complete and connected with someone. The fear is losing him...and everyday he helps me feel more at ease...
I still struggle with feelings of not deserving of him...or more like feelings of its to good to be true and at any moment the illusion will be gone...but he is helping me fight those feelings.
I have submitted my everything to him...and sometimes it’s hard to believe that I am deserving of a man that wants it...but I do!
Thank you Master for choosing me...I am yours forever!
Until tomorrow...