12 more days...
So I took a trip down memory lane. I went through all of my pictures of him and all of my texts. Yes... I’m that person that keeps them all.
I was reading our first texts back and forth. Remembering all those school girl feelings of wondering if he was thinking what I was thinking? Those texts before we become intimate...where we had lots of hinting how much we liked or wanted the other without really saying it. The time we were both wanting to text or call but didn’t want to seem to anxious.
I was remembering our first date. I can remember every detail of his face...what he wore...how he smelled. I can remember our first kiss...and how I was the one who initiated it...lol...
I remember every single moment of our first intimate night. Every single second....how the longer we were together the more I knew that he was exactly where I was supposed to be. How we fit together so perfectly...how he held me like no one has ever held me...even from the first night. How I immediately felt safe with him and everything in me knew I was his....
I have never stopped feeling this way. Each day it only grows stronger. Even now when we have learned so much more about each other...the true person...when we have been through ups and downs...been through more than most couple do in a lifetime together...and all I want to do is hold his hand and go through more with him.
My life is so much better with him...and it gets better every single day that we grow together. I still am in pain when he is gone...and even though I hate it...I’m so glad that I am so much in love with him that he hurts. I always want to be in love this much....
I feel amazed each day when he says I Love You...and I still get butterflies when he calls or texts. I never want that to stop. I hope he always knows that I fall more in love with him each day...and every day for the rest of my life. I am his...I am blessed with everything he does for me and with me. I can’t imagine anywhere without him....
Until tomorrow...