Away Day 9
Feeling very lonely. I’m missing him so bad at this point...it hurts. For the first time in a very long time I’m completely alone. Not even my dog to keep me company. I have a fish...but not like he/she cares. In a new city and I know no one. Eleven more days until he comes home and it feels like forever. I’m thankful that I have so much to do or I might go crazy. The job is going well...and hopefully I can shake off the new kid on the block feeling and people will warm up to me a little.
Maybe I need some retail therapy...a mani/pedi...maybe a facial. But right now I just feel like crying. And since I’m sick...crying even hurts!! You know how when you cry it makes your throat tighten up??? It sucks big time when your throat is infected and you want to cry and it tightens up!!!
I know I have been complaining this last couple of days and I’m sorry for that...I know it will all be ok and he will be home soon...but for now I just need a minute to be sad and cry.
I’m tired...I’m lonely...I don’t know where to but all this stuff...my back hurts, my throat hurts...and I don’t have the right shoes for tomorrow!!!
Ok...I’m done. For now...
It’s my blog...I’m supposed to write from the heart. I’m not sure who actually reads this...but if you made it this far...Thanks for hanging with me...it’s just a bad day.
Until tomorrow...