Back to reality...
I was able to keep him 13 days. All with me...even when I had to be in the hospital...at least he was there. But he will leave in the morning. The only saving grace is that he will only be about 5 hours away this time...and I can hopefully go see him on the weekend!
I love our life...but I sure do love when we are together even more. My world feels complete when we are together. Like I’m breathing the right kind of air. When he leaves I always feel like I move into a zombie state...just going through the motions to get back to having him home. Just wading through the moments...
I’m not complaining though...we have come a long way since we started. We are able to spend quality time together now...and since he gets to stay in the area...I will get to go see him on my days off! No more having to wait 20 days to just see his face!
Now to just play the lottery and keep my fingers crossed so we can be together always!!
Until tomorrow...