4am goodbyes...
I lay here alone in a hotel room feeling the sadness of our goodbyes...but also very grateful to have my Master call me his.
In a perfect world I would be able to be with him always...but we have to manage in the world that is ours. My Love works hard for us...he sacrifices his time away from us so we can have a good life. So we can take the trips, have a little fun when he is home...so I can have all the little things that I like to have. All these things I am so grateful for...but I love being able to spend time with him more.
I’m thankful that I can come to see him on the weekends now...to be able to snuggle and hold each other even just for a little while is so worth it. Breaking up the amount of time apart to 4-5 days at a time is so much better than 20 straight....but I still find myself in tears as he left this morning.
I love this man...so much more than I even believed anyone could ever love. I will lay here a while longer taking in the last of his scent before I head home for another 5 nights without him. Already looking forward to next weekend.
Until tomorrow....
