Need vs. Want
I had a super needy day today. The kind of day where I was the example of every meme ever written about a woman on her period.
My Daddy dealt with me being indecisive and whiny. Then insecure and needy. Apologetic and unresponsive...and he finally told me to come to him.
This was exactly what I needed. I immediately feel normal back in his presence. So the question is...do I really need him or do I just want him so bad it hurts? I think it’s both....yes I do want to be with him every second of every day...but I seriously believe I need him...
I need him in the way I need air or water or food. My body, my emotions and my soul need him to function properly. How is it that I feel 1000% better about w every thing when he is near? My mind is at ease and my heart is happy.
I’m convinced that I was on auto pilot before him. Now that my body knows what life is like...it will not function on anything less...
Until tomorrow...