Uncertainty...
I started this blog with another title and as I wrote it sounded very much like a pity party. A blog filled with rambling about why I am not deserving of him and all the reason he shouldn’t want me. But I stopped and erased and started over.
Uncertainty is really a negative word. And I still struggle with uncertainty when it comes to myself...about lots of things...it’s something I struggle with ongoing. But one thing I am certain of is how much I love him.
I’m certain that he is the one for me. I certain that he is the man that has completely changed my life and makes me feel better about trying to be more certain about myself. I’m certain that he has bettered my life and filled my heart with sunshine again.
I know that there are many many things that are uncertain...one thing that I know for certain is that this love is real...whether or not I’m deserving of it is another topic...because I truly believe he deserves oh so much more. But this is real...and I’m definitely certain of that!!
Until tomorrow...
