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Firecracker Diaries - A combination of stories, random thoughts and an appreciation log of life with Daddy

I'm a owned and collared. The journey I have been on with Daddy is amazing...and only gets better! This is my daily entries of what is going on in my head and stories of all the things I’m learning with Daddy!
5 years ago. June 3, 2019 at 1:11 AM

Submissive service...

 


I was analyzing myself earlier today ...just thinking about how I am with Master. I love to serve him...just the everyday type things...put together his lunch, turn on his water for a shower, bath him, layout his food, etc. I would do more, but he’s a busy body and does something’s before I can get to it first.

 


But I love to do these things for him...and have him tell me thing he wants for me!!! I’ve never been like this before...at all!! I was the one that expected that from others...not that I liked it or wanted it...it’s what I expected. And I can’t imagine myself wanting to do for anyone else like I do for Master...and I just want to do more to show my service to him.

 


In my real life...I’m not submissive in anyway...in fact I’m very dominant. I’m aggressive and blunt. I have the ability to be an ice queen out in the world of work...but with Master I am completely his. Whatever he asks of me...I will do.

 


How does that work?? How I’m I able to be what I would call normal with Daddy and be this other person  in the workplace?? It baffles my brain...and I’m the one that does it! I can go to work and be this person that everyone is waiting to hear directions from...and then when I come home all I want to do is service him and have him love and protect me.

 


I love my world....but it does baffle my brain! Lol

 


Until tomorrow...

Fate - I am told this is a relatively common phenomenon with subs. One Dom mentor called it “bleed-over” from real life. Often when we are thrust so much in a leadership role in RL, it directly feeds into our need to be submissive. Perhaps is even one reason we want and need to be submissive with our partners. Great post.
5 years ago
Fate - Submissive in private I should say. lol.
5 years ago

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