Submissive service...
I was analyzing myself earlier today ...just thinking about how I am with Master. I love to serve him...just the everyday type things...put together his lunch, turn on his water for a shower, bath him, layout his food, etc. I would do more, but he’s a busy body and does something’s before I can get to it first.
But I love to do these things for him...and have him tell me thing he wants for me!!! I’ve never been like this before...at all!! I was the one that expected that from others...not that I liked it or wanted it...it’s what I expected. And I can’t imagine myself wanting to do for anyone else like I do for Master...and I just want to do more to show my service to him.
In my real life...I’m not submissive in anyway...in fact I’m very dominant. I’m aggressive and blunt. I have the ability to be an ice queen out in the world of work...but with Master I am completely his. Whatever he asks of me...I will do.
How does that work?? How I’m I able to be what I would call normal with Daddy and be this other person in the workplace?? It baffles my brain...and I’m the one that does it! I can go to work and be this person that everyone is waiting to hear directions from...and then when I come home all I want to do is service him and have him love and protect me.
I love my world....but it does baffle my brain! Lol
Until tomorrow...