Need...
I’m one of those people that need to be wanted. I have realized this over time. I like to be needed...and I love to be wanted.
The desire to have someone want you is strong. It often makes me wonder if I’m the only one that feels this way...I mean as much as I can be independent and strong... I want someone to want me so much that they feel it in their soul.
This can cause a lot of mental strain on yourself when you are one of these people. You wonder if the person you want to want you like that actually does. You stress about whether you are doing what it takes to get them to want you like that...or you completely shut down because you think they don’t.
It’s a wonderful and horrible thing all rolled into one. Maybe it’s just extremely selfish and self destructive...maybe it’s part of the submissive personality. Either way...it’s a thing for sure.
Until tomorrow....
