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Firecracker Diaries - A combination of stories, random thoughts and an appreciation log of life with Daddy

I'm a owned and collared. The journey I have been on with Daddy is amazing...and only gets better! This is my daily entries of what is going on in my head and stories of all the things I’m learning with Daddy!
4 years ago. August 20, 2019 at 1:23 AM

Feels...

 


Have you ever had those days where you just feel sad? There is no reason...you just feel sad. Like you just need to be held...held tight and rocked? I’m having one of those days...

 


For no reason at all I just feel sad...just like I want to sit and cry. I’ve been this way since this morning...and I can’t wait to go to sleep so I can shed this feeling.

 


This happens to me randomly. I tell myself it’s the curse of happy. Because I’m genuinely happy all the time...most things don’t get me upset...I don’t stress out...I am really a worry free person for the most part. So this is my body reminding me that I am female and I have female hormones that need to be released....so it just comes like this. I know tomorrow I will be totally fine like today never happened.

 


But going through it sucks...nobody understands...not even me. And try to explain to your Master that nothing is wrong...you just need to be held and allowed to cry. It’s tough...

 


I know tomorrow I will be back to normal...I just need sleep.

 


Until tomorrow...

Belladonna Dreams​(sub female){Phage'Hada} - I have those days often. There really isn't a way to explain it. Sometimes its just that needed comfort and warmth from the person you love being there. Knowing that they have you even when you feel low. That they are there for you the same way you are for them.
4 years ago
Scooby Alpha​(dom male){bratlitpri} - Well I'm not a "Puppies and Unicorns" kinda guy. I wake up and most of the time it's "Well I woke up breathing, let's go", but every now and then I wake up and say "The world can eat a bag of dicks, I'm going back to bed". Regardless of how you look at it, we all have them.
4 years ago

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