A year ago tonight...
I sat in a bar with my soon to be Master. We sat and talked like school kids with a crush. I stared at him with my school girl eyes not knowing what the next year had in store for me.
We went home and had sex. The kind of lustful sex you have with someone you have been waiting to touch for your entire life. I did things that I had never done...things that for the first time on my entire life felt right. Things that I never ever even wanted to do before...and then had a moment where he place his hand around my neck in a manner that was telling me what he was longing to do but didn’t know if he should.
For the first time in my very inexperienced life...I felt like I was about to discover everything I had been missing and everything that I craved and didn’t know I needed.
For that day forward I was his...heart, mind and soul. Something changed in my that night...I finally came up life.
I began my real life and started to become my true self. It was the first night of the rest of my life...
Thank you Daddy....I’m forever grateful for you. I love you.
Until tomorrow...