Under the weather...
I spent the day at home...mostly in bed...just with the feeling of a cold maybe flu...just hurt all over. Anyway...I’m one of those that when I’m under the weather I can be a baby. Just kind of wimpy and needing someone to just comfort me.
I’m pretty open with the fact that I’m needy...when I’m feeling needy. I’m vocal about it. And in my head I think because I say it that he understands. But how can he understand what that means to a woman. How can he know that it means I need to be touch and held and kissed more. That I need to be petted and caressed...I overall just need more attention.
I think most women have these moments...it’s just hormones. But can you really assume that your partner truly knows how it feels or truly understands exactly what you need? Understand that it doesn’t mean anything...other than she just needs you a little more.
I don’t know if a man can truly understand. I think they try and they are sympathetic...but they can never understand how it plays with your physique...and giving us this needed attention soothes our heart...and not just makes us hurt.
I wish I could allow him in my head and heart during this moments so he could feel what I feel...and understand that there is no reason why...it just is...and just help me past it. I love this man more than myself...he holds the key to help me through a moment.
Until tomorrow