Long day....
I had one of those days that I just could not get Master off of my mind. I wanted to be with him...I wanted to just be in his arms and out of this world for a while.
I have 2 nights now that have been filled with bad dreams. The first night consisted of Master dying and me not able to do things for him after he was gone. His family and exes were shutting me out and I was on the sideline. I couldn’t get to him...the second was me chasing him and no matter what I did he wouldn’t recognize me or that I was there...and he didn’t look for me or care. Nightmares !!
It has kept my mind on him extra...
I know it’s just dreams...but it was dreams that lasted all night long and very vivid!!!
I just need to hold him and kiss him...and focus on the weekend and my surprises for him!!
Until tomorrow