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Firecracker Diaries - A combination of stories, random thoughts and an appreciation log of life with Daddy

I'm a owned and collared. The journey I have been on with Daddy is amazing...and only gets better! This is my daily entries of what is going on in my head and stories of all the things I’m learning with Daddy!
4 years ago. October 9, 2019 at 1:32 AM

Triangles...

 


I was ready a profile the other day that was from a sub that had 2 Doms. Now I’m not judging anyone so don’t misinterpret what I’m about to say...I just don’t know how it can work? I mean I am busy enough focusing on my one Dom. I also wouldn’t want my one and only master to feel like I missed an opportunity to please him.

 


It’s kind of like the whole 3 some scenario. All though this could be fun and very stimulating...how do you deal with the after feelings? Like if you have deep feelings for each other and have put absolute trust in each other...even if you both enjoy yourselves...can you get past the seed of doubt that has now been planted?

 


If you share your attention with anyone else in any form...is it fair to the partner your promises your faithfulness to? Or is it fair to the master you promised absolute submission to? How does a sub separate the two dominant personalities and needs?

 


I admire those that can separate it all. I am one that when I am emotionally involved I can’t separate the need to be a soul focus and simple pleasures. Even though I could enjoy myself in the moment...even allow myself to enjoy his enjoyment...it would forever change the way I felt...either a constant doubt or a deep seeded quilt.

 


Until tomorrow....

SchrodingersDinosaur​(switch female) - That's part of the beauty of this Lifestyle, Firecracker. There are all sorts of options and opportunities to find that which speaks to each individual's heart and needs. Thanks for sharing the beautiful journey you and your Sir are on with us!
4 years ago

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