Firecracker Diaries - A combination of stories, random thoughts and an appreciation log of life with Daddy

Attached...

I am now extremely aware of how attached I am to Daddy. Lying here in a single bed without him, eyes wide and a pillow wet with tears....I’m hyper aware of my attachment to him.

I feel like I can’t breathe. I know this is over dramatic so I keep this panic to myself. I will never go without him again...this is too much for me. I don’t like this feeling...I need Daddy.

I’ve didn’t realize how much I need him on a day to day basis. I need his touch. I need to feel his breath so I can sleep. I need his everything!!

I will make it through the next 36 hours....but I won’t do this to myself again. I need Daddy to be able to truly enjoy anything...

Until tomorrow