Visual Changes
I love to see positive changes in people. When people post their weight loss goals and pictures of their bodies...I love to see the progress. The hard work they put into the change is worth the reward...I know...it’s hard work.
But more than what you see for changes to their bodies...I like to see their faces. The change in their smiles from day one through their latest update. The smiles change dramatically. Especially when they have reached or are close to their goal. The look of personal pride in what they have accomplished and earned for themselves is the best part of the pictures.
I’ve been looking at pictures of myself over the past 2 years. I was looking to see the physical changes in myself from the past 18 months of eating right and exercising. In the past 20 months I have lost 80 pounds. I look physically different...but what I noticed the most is how much my smile has changed.
Even in my happy pictures from 18 months ago...I don’t look near as happy as I do now. Like I look like a totally different person! Did I even know what happy was then? My visual version of happy didn’t look like the happy I know now. Even as I was changing myself and getting myself where I needed to be...there was a different level of happy when Daddy came into my life.
He thought me how to be free and love myself. He thought me to open up and give all my worries and doubts to him...and let him have control. He thought me how to love with no boundaries and with real trust. He taught me what how to enjoy life. And through that my real smile emerged...my true happiness. And because of my pure devotion to him and to us...I don’t even remember that other person I used to be. I never want to be her again.
I am his forever...and he is mine. With that the pure love and happiness will always radiate from me...
Until tomorrow...