Soul Mates
I was always a believer in soul mates. The fairytale that is told in so may stories and movies. That prince in shining armor that you dream about since you were a little girl. The real life comes along and you get your heart broke once, twice maybe even three times and your belief in your soul mate starts to fade.
Even when I was in bad relationships I believed in soul mates. I believed I even knew a few that had found each other....so I knew it existed...but I didn’t believe I had found mine or if I ever would. Even though I am a positive person...I knew the chance of finding my one was a 1 in a zillion billion. So most of us take what we can get and settle.
I also believe in life paths. And sometimes those paths take you down places you didn’t want to be and never want to go back to. Well that’s exactly the point...to show you what you will take and what you won’t...and give you the option to many paths to take a new or keep going back down the same one.
When you choose to take new paths, new people will cross them. Whether they stay or go is a decision you both can decide...but at least you were able to cross with them.
I think everyone crosses a path with your soul mate at least once in the journey of life. Depending on where you are in your journey will determine whether you were open to connecting with them. Sometimes you miss out...you might get a second chance but maybe not.
When mine and Daddy’s paths crossed...I knew immediately that he was something to me. From the moment I met him sparks and butterflies went off in my tummy. I seriously turned into a 10 year old gitty girl when he was around. I wanted to give myself completely to him before I even knew what being his sub meant.
Through his guidance and teaching me how my submission to him was a gift to us both. Showing me the strength in myself that I didn’t even know was there. And as strange as it may sound...liberating me by choosing me to be his sub.
My path crossed with his at the perfect moment in my life. I was somewhere I normally would not have been...in a position that was not my norm...so I have to look at it as if everything before that that put me where I was was exactly what needed to happen (all though unpleasant) so I would be right where I needed to be to cross with him. Basically everything that had happened over the last year before I met him was leading me to him. Every decision and change...was all so I could cross paths with him.
He is my soulmate....the one that I feel more comfortable with than even my own self. The one I would give my life for. The one whom I am meant to love and care for for the rest of my days. The one I want holding my hand on my last breath.
He is my soulmate.