Watching Him...
I know it sounds creepy...it even sounds creepy for me just writing it...but I love to watch him.
When he’s doing his thing, talking on the phone, working on his hobbies, cooking, watching TV and especially when he’s just relaxed. Sometimes in the middle of the night I can catch a few moments of him sleeping.
I could watch him for hours and hours. I can tell you every facial expression he has. How his eyes change with the color he wears and when he doesn’t feel good. How he bites the inside of his cheek without even realizing he’s doing it. How he looks polished all the time...without even trying.
Every day is a waiting period just to get back to him. From the moment we leave each other in the morning...the time clock has start for me to get back to him in the evening. I soak in as much of him as I can while we are together so I can bare the time apart.
I know it’s creepy...but he has me under his spell.
Until tomorrow...
